GIVE HER TIME AND SPACE

I was shaking and sobbing quietly In the cab until we got to the cemetery I emptied my purse as I gave the cab driver all I had not waiting for the change I ran inside the car cemetery as I got to my dad's grave and i slumped on it shivering in fear, heart break, loss and pains I cried for a while and the wheather suddenly changed it seems like a great rain storm was on the way. I folded myself as I hugged my knees crying

God why me please why me I cried they say you exist but I believe you don't where were you when my life was a mess and where are you now where are you I yelled

aaaaaaah I cried and screamed

I want to die I want to die I cried.