“Why”

"I hate that I love you. Why can't I stop this feeling."

"I never asked for your love nor do I want it."

**slap**

"All I ever did was love you and this is how you repay me"

"Please don't leave me I need you."

"I can't do this anymore I can't stay any longer "

He was everything to me but how can I stay with him when all he wanted me to do was leave him alone. How can I still love him when all he did was point every flaw I had. He was the reason why I hated myself but why do I care so much for him ? But he is able to make me feel warm and loved ? He said he needs me but acts cold. Did he ever loved me or was it all an act? But in reality all he ever loved was making me suffer right?