Jiang Yingyue said nothing as she followed behind Han Qingshan out of the night club. She had not been looking forward to clubbing anyway, and she had mixed emotions about meeting Zhou Yan and Lin Qiang.
She felt happy to have reunited with her two friends, and even quite relieved that they had recognized her and promised to keep her secret, but at the same time, she was also saddened.
She was reminded of life as it was when Jiang Fengmian had still been alive, and her heart ached. At the same time, she was also realizing that she was, in fact, keeping a great secret from Han Qingshan and that this could not go on.
She felt an intense pain in her heart whenever she was reminded of what she was keeping from him, and she could not help but feel guilty and depressed.
Han Qingshan was aware of her emotions. She did everything in her power to try and hide them, but the air around her was gloomy and depressed.