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Blinded dreams

He could not figure out who was in front of him. It all felt real. Only voices filled the air but nothing could be seen.

Daoist101005 · Fantaisie
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Sorry for not realizing

At the rooftop -

Josh arrives at the rooftop and spots jeongwoo waiting . He stands infront of jeongwoo .

The wind hits his face .Showing his fair skin. His hair comes to his face . Suddenly He feels jeongwoo caress his hair. He backs away and clears his throat "You wanted to see me ?" He blurts out ."Yea" he hears Jeongwoo respond with a deep voice . Silence filled the air .Josh waves his hand in front of jeongwoo . "Just get it done with quickly . I've got things to do ." Still no response . "I'm leaving " with that he walks away but suddenly he feels a grip on his wrist . " wait, I have something to tell you . " " what is it ? You called me for this and you've been repeating the same thing over and over again." " I like you !" Josh freezes . Tears automatically fill up his eyes . He looks away . " s-stop lying . How could we start over again after all what happened." " no I'm sincere about it . But I need to apologize for what I had said to you earlier . I didn't mean to say those words . " josh then looks over and says " then why did you say those words to me knowing I'd be hurt by it ?" to make you hate me . It's for the best . You won't see me anyway . " josh frowns . " why's that ?" " I actually-I Have a sickness . Which is I might die if it can't be treated in time . " josh frowns . " this isn't a joke right ?" Jeongwoo shakes his head and josh just embraces jeongwoo tightly . " shhh it'll be fine . Just wish for the best . I'm here for you . And so is everyone . " josh feels tears drops falling on his neck . He pulls back from the hug and wipes the tears falling from jeongwoos eyes . Unknowingly tears drop till joshs cheek . He quickly wipes it and looks forward . " so is the sickness bad ?" " it's cancer and it's heart cancer ." Josh holds his tear in . But it just flows out . Unable to control it, he runs to jeongwoos arms and hugs jeongwoo tightly . " I'm sorry for not spending-" josh quickly pecks jeongwoo on the lips . " don't say that . We have each other right now right ?" " I don't -I don't know what to say now ." Josh pats jeongwoos head . " it's fine." " it can be treated though . Have hope jeongwoo ." Jeongwoo then leans his head on Josh's shoulder . " I really want to stay beside you josh . I can't live without you . These years without you were my worst years ." " same here . But we got each other now right ? So don't worry ."jeongwoo nids but then suddenly faces josh . " about you getting hospitalized because you drank 10 cans of beer , was it because of me . That night we broke up ." Josh eyes drifted away . " I - I'm sorry josh it's all my fault . It's just - arghhh!" Josh quickly holds on to him . " jeongwoo !" He faints on his arms and josh calls the ambulance . They take him to the surgery room , Mrs park and mr park also follow . " we have to transfer him to the hospital in London ." Mrs park says . And they both prepare for the flight . And again josh is alone . After few days he still doesn't have anyone by his side . After a year too , he still doesn't have any news . There was an article about the son of chairman parks son who died because of cancer . Josh dropped his phone and quickly covered his ears . He started having a panic attack . He didn't know what to do . Suddenly the door opened . He couldn't stop crying . He let out pitiful cries and tears never stopped flowing . " son?! are you okay ?" " d-dad ! Jeongwoo . He's gone . Everyone is leaving ! Why?! *sniff sniff.*" Kitae embraces his son and pats his back calming him . " here have water ." He drinks the water and goes to sleep . Kitae left for work and josh sets up a picture of jeongwoo and offers a candle and some fruits in front of the picture . " sorry for not coming to you sooner . Sorry for not begging you to stay . It's all my fault !" He cries again and sleeps right infront of the photo .

After few months , josh is a street singer and also a part time criminologists and psychologist , he also taught part time in universities as a psychology teacher . His dad was well known and so was he . He was also the chairman of the company . The company's name was d-5.

He did business with lots of people and had a superset fan base too . He then sat on a bench and took his guitar out . He started playing and sang the song he always sang with jeongwoo in middle school . " this song is for you by lim jaebum please Enjoy ." Everyone claps and he starts to sing .

"I know you're the only one

that will make me live right in this world

I know I have to hold on to you

to be able to live without regrets

But thinking of my wild thoughts and anxious look

and of you seeing all these,

our love will probably be like war

Because I'm dangerous and because I love you

I will go away from you

For you, I will leave"

Suddenly he hears someone coming towards him . Josh turns around and stays frozen . " j-jeongwoo ?"

Jeongwoo comes infront and gives him flowers . " happy birthday ." It was Josh's birthday . " I'm not dreaming right ?" Josh then quickly cups jeongwoos face . Tears flow out and he hugs jeongwoo tight . " I thought I'd never see you again !" Jeongwoo then tightly hugs him back . And finally he gets one knee and hands out a ring . " would you be my partner forever ?joshua lee ?" Everyone cheers. Josh happily nods . " yes !" Saying that he puts on the ring on josh and both of them hug . " sing that song again for me ." " this song is for you jeongwoo ." Josh says and grabs the guitar . He sings the song and both of them head back to the penthouse . " I brought my luggages ." " we're like newlyweds now ." Josh says jokingly . Jeongwoo then leans his head on Josh's shoulder and takes a deep breath . " I love your smell josh ." Jeongwoo then pecks on Josh's neck . " that's ticklish !" Saying that he chases josh with the luggage's .

Then josh asks him . " but why did they say you died ? I was so heartbroken, and I just couldn't feel like living ." Jeongwoo then leans his head on Josh's shoulder . " the media just do that for money . I actually had a heart transplant . And my parents are doing business in Korea . And so are you all right ?" " mhm . And you know what the name is ?" " what ?" Jeongwoo says curiously. " its d-5" jeongwoo widens his eyes . " you named it that ?!" Josh nods confidently and happily . Jeongwoos face turns red and he covers his face with the jacket that josh was wearing . Josh ruffles Jeongwoos hair and kisses his head . " love you jeong jeong ." " me too . Joshie oppaaaa." " ewwww." Josh pushes jeongwoo . Jeongwoo then chases josh , but then he falls down . And grabs his head . Josh hurriedly comes to him and crouches down to his level . " are you okay ?" Jeongwoo then smiles and pins him on the ground . " huh? You were acting ?" " mhm i am a pro ! Hehe" " yea but I'm pro atttt JUDOOOO!" Saying that he flips jeongwoo but he doesn't let it hurt him . He protects his head with his hands and he holds tight on his hips too . They both crack up .

They go to the rooftop of the penthouse with some beer and they eat barbecue and wrap . " jeongwoo ." "Mhm" " remember you said that you were sorry for not spending time with me ?" Jeongwoo looks at jeongwoo with tears . " y-yeah ." Josh then hugs jeongwoo . " I'm also sorry ." Jeongwoo pulls away with a confused face . " wait why are you sorry ? What for ?" " for not realizing that you were the one in my dream ." Jeongwoo widens his eyes .they both smile and say it in unison " a dream where we can't see but only hear ." Josh then scoffs . " if we were smarter then we would've noticed that we were talking to each other the whole time ." Jeongwoo nods and both of them go back and cuddle while sleeping . They were sorry for breaking each other's hearts and tried their best to mend it back . They both were sorry for not realizing that they were in each other's dreams . A dream that was blind .

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