Fear or illusion

I shook my head vigorously.

"I don't believe in DNA tests, it's very easy to fake them" I said.

"Well then, I don't mind sitting all day in a hospital right in front of the doctors who would do the test, just to be sure it's not fake" she said.

I held my temples, my head was pounding.

It can't be true...

it just can't be true..

And worse of all, her!!!

"It was a boy..I'm very it was a boy.." I choked out.

"That was the idea Bella, just to keep you searching in vain, making sure you'll never find me" she replied..

"And why now? why coming out now? why at this very point of time when things are very complicated, you're making me over think things, just stop it" I said stressed. I closed my eyes and held my hand frustrated.

"Okay okay that's enough for one day" Grey said walking behind me and held me in his arms.

"Look, Kenzie this stuff you're saying right now is crazy... whether it's true or not, it's crazy okay? and you're driving her crazy too. I mean we just got out of a fucked up situation and you're bringing this one in?!!

I can't believe anything without seeing possible evidences, so we are gonna start our investigations, we're gonna do a DNA test and everything... cuz I'm finding this really fucked up. I mean why didn't you just tell me that she's your sister when you heard we were getting married? you're just saying all this now? okay it's crazy, and don't blame us for doubting you, but I just have to be sure this is true" Grey said very calmly.

She nodded, "I'm not expecting you to believe me in seconds,and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to show you that I'm being Truthful, tell me when you're ready for the test, I'll see you later" She stood up and walked out of the house.

I didn't say anything, he didn't say anything, he just held me in his arms.

"Baby?" he called out.

"Mmm" I muttered.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

"I don't know" I whispered.

"You trust me right? you do right?" he asked.

I nodded.

"Okay will you believe me if I tell you that I don't think she's lying?" he asked.

I pulled away from him abruptly and stared at him in the eyes, confused .

He nodded.

"She might not be lying" he said.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

He sighed, "Well, uhm. Look when we were back then in school and all, we were very close and uhm.

Like we had a conversation one day, you know like talked about what brought us military highschool and all, that's when I told her about my life and all, then she told me that its complicated and personal, that it's family stuff. I kinda like pressed on and all and then she said that uhm, she's not the real child of her parents and she found out she kinda changed towards everyone at home and, she said something about her being kidnapped, she said she thinks she might have been kidnapped and all, and she's just tryna find her real family. She said she reported to the police and yeah because her parents were pretty rich they got their way out and then sent her to military school.

She said this a long time ago, I don't think she'll lie about it now, I'm sure about the fact that she was kidnapped, also sure that she's not their real child, and weirdly but, she has the same birthday as you do, and also not to mention that she was kidnapped along the same time that you were born, I don't know Baby but.. she just might be... just might" he said.

I exhaled and looked at my watch.

"Forget about the meeting, you can't go there right now, you're a mess" he said.

I nodded.

"So, we gonna do a test?" I asked.

"Yeah, but no one is gonna know about it, absolutely no one, we'll take it to the WHO, they're reliable, then we'll know what's next" he said.

I nodded trying to get myself together.

"I don't know Grey, but I'm scared" I whispered.

"Of what?" he asked.

I shrugged, "Her" I choked out.

"Why?"

I moved away from him and wrapped my arms around my body.

"I don't know Grey, maybe it's just me but..I read words, a lot. She freaking killed her abductors, she killed my real father, she killed the midwife and everyother person that was involved in this...Grey that's psycho crazy, what the fuck?!! and she said she's willing to kill anyone that will ruin her happiness, oh my God Grey that's fucked up crazy" I said nervous.

"I told you she was crazy, trust me I know, but if she's actually your sister, I don't think she's gonna do anything crazy or whatever, just be careful okay?" he said.

I nodded.

"Just go back to the room and have some rest, I'll let them know that I'm not coming for the meeting anymore" he said.

"You don't have to do that, you can go without me" I said.

"Naa, not really, I'm prone to fall asleep, I'm even grateful I have an excuse not to go" he said.

I nodded and went upstairs