I HAVE A WAY OF ACHIEVING THE IMPOSSIBLE

Mathew lovingly told Jaine that she was a very mature girl. Then they became very close. Jaine remembered the words Alice had said that day. It was ringing in his ears....

"Jane, your dad said that day that I was lucky.

For a long time I did not believe it. But today I realized that it is true. I have experienced more pain than love since I was young. I have been

Knowing the value of love because of you. My greatest blessing is that you came into my life.

You know my mother left me when I was young .I do not know where she is now.

She must be living happily as someone's wife and mother.

Then my father... That relationship was just a decoration for me.

He's always busy. The day of my accident, he set aside two minutes for me to talk .... on the phone ...

He just said;

"Are you ok? ... You have to take good care of your body ..." The mind that showed up is a big deal. His current wife doesn't like me at all.She has been hurting me since I was young. Why blame her? If not even my own mother then why should they love me?

By heart I see your father as mine. In fact, you're lucky to be the son of that father. My greatest wish is to marry you and live in your home, with your father, with Bella.That will then be my heavan.... "

Her face was shining like the moon at night. He remembered the flowers of hope blossoming on her face.

He sighed and looked at the pictures in the gallery on the phone again and again.

"Dad and Alice ... both are very dear to me.

Both are my life.

They can not be bothered. So what do I do? Maybe if I try to save my father I will not come back. It might turn out to be a never-ending pain for Alice. But I can not live without saving my father .It's sure ..."

Suddenly a smile appeared on his face as he remembered his father's words.

"Jane, we need to be able to take risks in life. The mind must be equipped for it. Do not look back .It's possible.Do not let anyone tell you that it is not possible . Everything must be done and shown before that. There may be impossible ways but no goals. If there are inaccessible routes, they should be avoided and want to create new routes. You have the ability to do that."

He slowly stood up, holding his hands tightly together. He walked slowly into the painting room.By the light, glowing in that room,he captured for a moment the energy of his own artwork, into his eyes.

Each of his paintings told a story, so his brushes began to touch on a new canvas.

Adding colors created a new life in it.His sleep had gone astray.

The mind, overwhelmed with sorrows, fears and other anxieties, fainted and fell asleep.

You can hear small footsteps outside. Legs with beautiful long toes walked into his room. Bella quickly woke up and followed those legs.

She is familiar with that footwork. Alice picked up Bella. Then her hands ran through her golden thick hair. And kissed her.

Alice took her and walked into the painting room.

The artist is tired and sleeping .Brush and colors are scattered around him. She looked at the canvas in front of him.

Her long eyelashes stood up. She stared at him with amazed eyes.

A galaxy flowing out of a small dark bottle.All the stars are scattering away from it.. In that galaxy flowing outwards, one is struggling inwards as if swimming against a flowing river. She did not realize that there was only light accumulating in the darkness or darkness surrounding the light.Bella jumped out of Alice's arms, approached the Jainn, looked at him and tried to wake him up.After a while he opened his eyes. He saw Alice staring blankly from the painting.Her white clothes removed even the darkness that had not changed inside him. He asked in a tired voice ,

"Alice...when did you come?"

"What do you mean by this painting? I find it beautiful at the same time as it is mysterious. Like something terrible to come . "

""Alice, do you know what makes black so special? It can obscure reality and hide it from our eyes, but those who know black better can find it.Perhaps black has more subtlety and beauty than light. The day will come when everyone will realize it."

"What are you saying??? "

"That's it .It's very difficult to understand the truth.

You have recognized the emotions of darkness from a young age. You will understand what I am going to say."

She looked into his eyes like a little child longing to know the stretched sky.

But in those eyes it was not the old helplessness but the burning coals......