Chapter 25 :Avoiding him

ROSEANGELICA'S POV～～

 I lay down on the bed in a guest room of Damien's huge mansion just looking at the ceiling different thoughts running through my head. 

 All the sadness and pain I felt befre seems to have been washed off by his words of confirmation and now all I feel is numb.

 My heart,body,head everything is numb and I can't seem to process anything.

 Everything happened yesterday and today I lay here on the bed trying to fight away my demons.

 Sighing I stand up from the bed looking like a depressed human before entering the bathroom.

 I stand in front of the huge mirror in the equally large bathroom while looking straight at my reflection.

 The girl looking back at me is unrecognizable, different from what I would call myself.

 My eyes are puffy and have huge eyebags under due to lack of sleep,my skin looks paler and my hair sticks out in different places.

 'I look horrible'I think before turning towards the shower.

 I strip out of my clothes and after setting the shower to warm I enter and allow the warm water hit me.

 Sighing in content once more I take the body sponge there and soap and start scrubbing my skin.

 After what felt like minutes I come out of the bathroom my skin red from all the scrubbing.

 I walk towards the room currently occupied by Damien and silently thank God when I don't find him there.

 I pick up my makeup set and a change of clothes and undies before going to the other room to get ready.

 I start applying makeup and make sure to cover the horrible eyebags.

 Done with the makeup I pick up my undies and after putting them on I slip on the beautiful blue dress.

 Not in the mood to do anything I place my hair in a high ponytail and pick up my bag on the bed,putting on the shades I put on my heels and march out of the room.

 The elevator dings and opens only to show Damien standing inside in an all black suit hugging his perfect figure.

 He stands there starring right into my eyes and I avoid eye contact with him before moving the other way.

 ''Rose''I hear behind me but I just ignore and continue walking.

 I take the other elevator there and soon it reaches downstairs.

 I walk out of the house and take the keys to a white ferrari and drive towards the office.

 I decided it will be best if we ignored each other just as I had suggested when this whole arrangement took place.

I was a fool for thinking we could ever go back together or that he had a valid reason for leaving years ago.

 A part of me felt envy and hatred towards the woman he loves and who is lucky enough to capture his heart.

 I am a bit curious on who she is as I have never heard or seen Damien beside any woman apart from Miss hays.