Thirty

Long time no updates guys…

Deeply sorry for keeping Y'all waiting for that long.

I really am

But, I have been going through some stuff, stuff which I am so proud I got out of.

Quick reminder guys; check up on people, some are battling lots of things, they hide it so well you just never know.

Trisha's POV

If I said I expected the doom that we had to experience, I would be a stinking liar. We certainly didn't expect it, maybe that's why it hurts so much.

I didn't want to admit to anyone that it hurt, it just meant more pity. I didn't want anyone to pity me, I really didn't.

Dave had some balls, a lot of balls actually to deceive my mother and run away, even while all she did was love him. Even if her heart was torn apart the first time, she still chose to love him.

She will get past this though, she was the kindest soul ever.

I on the other hand couldn't, I definitely couldn't. I wondered if anyone could guess if I slept well these last few days, or if I hadn't thought about the times we used to be so happy.

I wondered if anyone could see past the facade. These past few days however, I had found that I had been heartbroken alongside my fury.

Furious because Dave absconded and heartbroken, because Collin was cheating on me the whole time.

I couldn't face it, because I wasn't sure what he'll say to me, I at least wanted to know why he did it. Instead of being stupid, he should own up and admit it right to my face.

That explained why I was in the car on the way to his house.

You're probably wondering why i have never been there. How do you know his house?

Perks of having a police officer as a friend. And no, I wouldn't let Elle talk me out of it.

I was doing this because I so wanted to move on, I needed to move on, and I needed him to say it right to my face.

The elevator dinged open, and I quickly stepped out heading towards the turn on the right. Turning however, I got cold feet, and it felt like I couldn't do it.

My breathing turned labored, and my steps which had been brisk had slowed down, coming to a stop.

I loved this man! I really did, but he went ahead and cheated on me.

That stream of thought seemed to jolt me out of whatever meltdown I had.

I soon got to the room, 203!

When I rang the doorbell and stepped back, for sure I was the last one he was expecting.

Everything seemed to replay in my head, everytime since I told him I wasn't ready to get in bed with him, and he just seemed to detach himself even More.

How did I not think about that the whole time?

As soon as the door opened, I didn't even wait to hear if he would welcome me in, I asked, "why you do it?!"

He must have been dead shocked, and I was glad I took that step back because whatever he had in his mouth, he spilled out of shock.

"What do you mean by that!", He asked, and boy did he look dishelved, he must have loved her then.

"I just need you to tell me one thing, did you love her?", I asked, wasting no time, I really didn't want to be here.

"What, who are you talking about!?", He asked, looking like he had no idea.

"Adriana, my step sister, I know you cheated with her. But like I said I need to know did you love her!?".

I'm not sure if I made him nervous, or if he was about to tell me the truth, but he finally decided to speak after five whole minutes.

Looking up from the floor, he looked me straight in the eye and nodded. He finally spoke up, and that was when I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding.

"Yes I love her!", He said.

I nodded, looking away. Putting two and two together, it only meant Adriana hadn't told him she left him.

"Just so you know, she left the country with her father a few days ago, and no I don't know where she is!", I said, heading towards the elevator.

I got into my car and started my engine, he never loved me. But I at least deserved not to be cheated on. I know l deserved much more.

I sighed, I could finally move on.