Chapter 120..I want a divorce
"Hehe ! ha ! Eloise ,whether you are in the way or not ,that son of a bitch will not live to tell the tale of another day if he comes anywhere close to you because I'm still your husband and there's nothing you can do about it ! "Jakes affirmed .
"Jakes Riddles ,I'm sure that now all the wires in your damn freaking head are torn because if they weren't , then I wouldn't have been having this conversation with you !
You want Dylan to stay away from me just because I kissed him and he confessed his love to me ,is it ?
You beat up that poor guy who has brought nothing but happiness into my life !
Jakes ,what good have you brought in my entire life if not our daughter ,huh ?
Ever since age eight that I set my eyes on you at the beach of Long Beach , you've brought nothing but pain into my life !
You told me you'd come back for me so that we get married but what did you do ,huh ?
You left me to rot in my own stupidity for loving a jerk like you !
When I spent twelve years waiting for you ,you were with Meredith Grey having all the life long fun that you wanted but I forgave you and married a jerk like you and what did you do ?
You screwed up like you always did because of your stupid anger and jealousy !
Just because Chance Hamilton kissed me because of his drunkenness ,you called me characterless and told me to get the hell out of your life and I did !
Jakes ,what at all do you want in my life ?
The truth is I hate you very much and I'm tolerating you because of our daughter other than that I would have ripped you apart into pieces a long time ago !
You don't how annoying it feels to see your face everyday ,you make me want to puke Jakes Riddles !
Let's not play saints anymore because I don't complain about the number of mistresses you go to bed each day !
I never complained when that useless harlot of a model Cheryl Scott was half nakedly dressed in your office and the only thing you did was to stare at her and smile !
Yea! surprised ? Even I came to your office the same way you came to my office that particular day and I saw everything the same way you saw everything too !
So don't you dare try to judge me about my actions when you are nothing different from me !
This whole time of drama and pretence ends today ,you wanted an annulment right ? I will give you the annulment you want so that you can go sleeping with your slut mistresses and I will live my life like I should have done a long time ago !
Back to the initial plan ,I will take my daughter away and I know she will understand that she doesn't need a worthless father like you !
The only thing I did wrong was not get her a father like she wanted during childhood and that's why when she saw you ,she clung to you !
It was because she wanted that fatherly character in her life that she had longed for , so that people would stop calling her a bastard child but now ,that will not happen anymore because I know Dylan Rhodes will be a perfect father for my baby .
This time around you won't tell me that you want an annulment of this hanging pretence marriage of ours because I'm ready for it !
Jakes Riddles ,I want a divorce from this disastrous marriage that I involved myself in .I want a divorce ! "Suzzy listened to their argument and broke into tears .
"Eloise ,you are angry ,yes I know that but in your dreams will I give you a divorce because I will not set you as a prey for any other man .
Eloise Jenkins ,you and our daughter will stay right here in this marriage because I will not allow you to give up on our love and neither will I allow you to get another father for our daughter ,get it ?! "Jakes' affirmative aura provoked Eloise to slap Jakes but Suzzy came out of her hiding to face her parents .
"Enough !!!!! enough both of you ! I said enough ! I'm tired of all this ,I'm tired of your fights ,I'm tired of your lies and I'm tired of having parents like you!"Suzzy broke down in tears .
"No baby ,you can't say that .."Eloise said almost pleadingly in tears .
"That's the truth mummy , that's the truth !
You both swim in money but that only brings me pain and not happiness !
At times I pity those who wish to have my life ,I pity them !
Because all I go through is hell in this house ,my parents fight to the core and at times pull pistols at themselves !
And yet others envy me but not all the riches that you both have is what gives me happiness !
You both keep hurting me day by day and I feel so suffocated in this mansion of yours !
So when will you both stop this ,huh ? "Suzzy asked .
"Princess ,calm down ,we can settle this calmly .."Jakes said .
"No ! we can't settle anything calmly here !
I heard everything you both said without missing a detail of your fight !
You both lied to me and I fell for your lies because of my foolishness and my obsession to get a complete family !
I almost forgot that fire and petrol can never come together !
If you both were planning on getting an annulment of your marriage then why didn't you tell me ?
Why did you both get my hopes up this way ?
Why did you both hype my feelings up for this obsession of a complete family ,huh ?
If you told me that you both wanted to annul your marriage then I would have adjusted the situation and my emotions but why did you both lie to me ?
Why ? " Suzzy broke down into tears again .