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It's 1:30 and me and chase just got out of the car.

We are at the hype house.

We go in and it looks like everyone is at the top floor.

So we go upstairs.

We say hi to all of them.

SO THE INSTAGRAM PICTURE- kelianne screamed.

We all laughed.

It was chase!

CHASE YOU NASTY MOTHERF*CKER. Micheal said.

My brothers calling wait here.

Alright. Wait ur brothers coming!?

Yeah?

I'm so dead.

Yep.

hey blake!

hey lil sis

you here? cause i gave you the address.

I'm here.

We're at the top floor.

Alright cya!

Cya lil sis.

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THOMAS!!

what is it Chanell?

You know my brothers coming right?

Yeah he's here?

He's here.

I can see it cause he's right behind you.

I say hi to him and give him a hug.

I see chase walking away very fast.

Go after him I say to Blake.

Blake runs after chase.

We all laugh.

Thomas was filming some content.

IM SORRY BRO-

SHES MY SISTER

SHES MY GIRLFRIEND.

They played fighted for some minutes, it was fun watching.

*2 hours later*

Chase was playing on his computer while i was on his bed watching tiktoks and some instagram.

thomas came in the room.

Whats up?

i want to tell you sometinhg can you come outside?

Sure..

ok so ive been thinking if you want to join the hype house?

Are you serious thomas?!

i am.

Of course ill join!

ok so kelianne has been thinking if you two could move in since you too lived together?

if it's ok with kelianne I can live here.

ok now that's done so.. you want your own room?

ill be with chase if that's ok?

thats ok with me, me and some others will go to carlsbad for a little while so it will be you, chase, kelianne, tayler, nate, blake, alex and kouvr.

alright thanks for telling and when will you guys go?

we'll go in about 1 hour.

alright tell everyone else that i said goodbye.

haha ok cya chanell. ill text you to when i know how long we will be gone cause it's also some business stuff.

ok! thank you again for letting me join!

np chanell.

i go back in chase's room.

i go to the bathroom and take a shower.

before i go in the shower i looka at some comments.

they found my tiktok?..

olivia and hannah found my tiktok.

both of them started to hate on me..

it really hurt cause it was more hate comments since there was a rumor about me saying the n- word.

which i didnt actually say.

but it's ok i think i can handle it..

i look at the scissor that was on the counter thinking to hurt myself again..

i liked the pain but i know its not good for my mental health.

i took it..i took the scissors and started to cut myself..

i tried to hold the scream inside of me.

i couldnt hold it..

i didnt scream as i thought i would..hope chase didnt hear that.

i did about 4-5 cuts..

thats when chase came in..

i heard screaming are you ok-

chase i- ....

chanell...drop that.

i put it back on the counter.

he cleaned the blood of my wrist..he stayed silent didnt even talk to me.

hes probably mad at me..i promised him not to do it again and i broke that..

it was only one arm the old ones is on the right one.

chase bandaied my arm.

(i still had my clothes on)

babe..

i love you and i need to protect you from doing this again. he said as he kept bandaiding my arm.

he was done bandaiding my arm and pulled my shirt up.

chase what are you doing?

kissing you..

he leans in to kiss me.

before i kiss you...i want you to know that i love you the absolute most..i will always be here for you..hope you will be here for me too, cause i dont want you to go any further than what your already doing.. Blake, kelianne, me and all your other friends.. they want you here as much as i do. the first time i met you at the tour..you were just a fan of me who would never thought that you would be in this place rn so close to my face, that's why tf i want you here! i want you here with me. I love you chanell ill always will no matter what happens.. ill be here for you.

Chase..your just making me cry over happiness right now, i love you too bebe..always will.

he kissed me on the lips going down to my neck.

he picked me up and got me on the bed.

chase i need to go shower-

you showered yesterday, let me have some fun with you, you dont need to do anything..

he took of my shirt and kept kissing my body..

i let out some soft moans..