losing hope

Owing to the fact that my first match ended up as a failure, my boss called me to his office and he was like" Pablo you are a really young and promising man, we would really love to keep you here but am sorry to break the news to you, but you have to leave, this is not my decision but the management's decision".This dropped as a bombshell in my head, because I had nowheew to go, no family... just stranded. I went to pack the few things I have, manned up, wished my remaining mates goodbye and I headed to God knows where.

I finally settled under a bridge, come rain come shine, I was there with nothing to eat or drink, then I didn't care about my father's words again , I had wanted to give up on my goals and die, I planned to do it at night on that day, until.....