8th December

so freaking uncomfy here

i feel like he has no interest

good thing?

wait

at the market,when my friends were busy singing christmas songs to the vendors.

he pulled me

he was very strong so i can't even budge

i resisted but it was no use

he used full force.

he grabbed my hand and placed his arm around my shoulder.

he confessed.

his feelings

it was very awkward

many were curious

he really confessed to me

but what

i thought he had a girlfriend?

this guy is nuts

Anyway,a guy asked me to be his last dance.

This guy who asked was

my past.

Yes,he was my lover late 2020.

I don't know what to say.

I didn't respond yet.

What do you think?

I'm starting to feel like something is gonna happen at the dance.

last time he messaged me.

he said he admired my beauty,my smile,my personality.

but no love involvement.

i'm happy for him because he's healed.

but no

not me again.

i was the one who caused him traumas.

please

don't settle for less.