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CHAPTER 15: Sex at the pool

  For seconds, we stare at each other not saying anything, or should I say not knowing what to say but best description would be knowing it but not being able to say it. I thought Adrian wanted getting my heart to himself, using me and dumping me afterwards but those three weeks I spent with Elliot revealed to me more than I had always perceived of him. I learnt to realize the vulnerable inside of him veiled with the sexy, brash and confident exterior. I got to know that all his private emotions are because of me. He wants me back in his life! But I'm not sure if I can let him back, though I'm beginning to feel some love for him.

  If I let him back into my life, wouldn't that be a betrayal to someone else?

  I'll think more about this, I don't want to make similar mistake I made three years ago in some other way. I take a heavy breath before I actually break the silence.

  "Don't you know what to say in response to my question?"