RAIN
It becomes a habit.
Every afternoon, I watch as my baby plays and I sit by the far bench, watching and cheering him on and then seeing him leave once the school is over.
And every day, Liam brings me over, not once stepping outside the car to join me. I am glad he is doing this with me, supporting me even though he isn't coming with me to watch Scott play.
I have asked him to come with but his answer is always that one day Scott might come and see me, his fan and he doesn't want to filter down my first experience talking with him.
His thoughts and perception in regards to all of this is strange but I am not one to talk. I am secretly watching him, afraid that once he knows of my existence he will not want anything to do with me.
I am still attending my sessions with Rin, three times a week now rather than five times a week. She said I am doing better and we should cut them down.