Today, other than killing the people of this tribe, he did not do anything else. It was like he is lost.
He is lost in his thoughts, lost in his feeling. He looks up at the sky and he did not know who to pray to. Darkfather…if he is released and kill all of the humans would it sate his anger?
What would it take for him to forget? After today killing, after seeing what he had done and what damage he had wrought with his own eyes, there is fear in his heart
He believed he was just. But now, he began questioning it? And as he looks at the sky, he wanted to pray.
He wanted to kneel and pray to the Creator.
Astiel might curse the Light in the Church belief, but even he did not dare curse the Creator.
To Astiel, the Church make use of the name of the Creator so he did not mind cursing the Light in the Church belief.