Chapter164: I'm sorry 7

" it's okay mom, everything will be fine. We will overcome this because we always do. We have been fine with him not in our lives and we will continue being fine."I told her and she smiled at me with teary eyes.

"I don't know Kimberly, I have this feeling that things are about to get rough. It's been eating me up since I saw Anderson but I don't know, I'm just overthinking maybe."she said and my heart started beating really fast. Oh my God, should I tell her the truth now. 

"Mom..."I called her and she raised a brow at me and I parted my lips to tell her about my siblings," nothing. I think you are overthinking. Everything is going to be fine."I said instead. I know, I fucking made it. I managed to lie to her and I shouldn't be feeling proud about it but I'm really proud of myself right now.

"Yeah. Maybe. Kimberly, I have been having this feeling as if someone is watching me, everywhere I go or anything I do, and it's a bad kind of feeling. It's creepy and I am always on guard. Have you been feeling that too, as if someone is watching you I mean?"she asked me and I swallowed my saliva blinking nervously.

"What? People watching me? No, I haven't been feeling something like that."I lied. Well, it's not totally a lie because I haven't been feeling that but I kinda have an idea of what or who might be watching her. I need to talk to Alex about this. The Mafia group may be going after my mom to use her as a trap to get to me.

"Or it was Anderson? It could be him who was creeping on me but maybe I can be wrong."mom said and I looked at her but not her face. I can't look at her face.

"You are overthinking mom."I told her and she nodded.

We talked for a while with me lying to her about almost everything and I can't believe how much my life has changed and how much I have changed with it. I am the biggest liar now which I'm not sure if it's a bad thing or good thing. It can't be a bad thing when you are married to a Mafia boss who is sometimes a psycho right?

Mom stayed in the mansion for the night while Anderson left. When my mom and I finished talking, he was already gone and I'm happy he did go. I have a lot of shit going on, I don't need him adding on the shit too.

"What are you thinking about baby?"Alex came from behind me and he hugged me from behind me putting his hands on my lower abdomen. I was standing by the window in our bedroom looking outside but I was not actually looking at anything in particular because my mind was too far thinking about so many things.

"So many things."I answered Alex and he kissed my neck. I shivered leaning my back on him.

"I thought I told you to take things easy. You didn't listen to me?"he asked and I smiled.

"I can't help it. I am thinking about how the hell that Sheebalie and I are sisters. If we are sisters then, who the hell is the other sibling? Who is my brother?"I asked Alex and he went quiet before replying to me 

"I don't know. I haven't met him."he said then he turned me around so that now I was facing him. " Are you okay?"he asked and I smiled at him.

"Yeah. I'm good I think."I said the smile fading away and I looked away.

"Would you like to meet your siblings?"he asked and I looked at him immideately.

"No... I mean yes. I don't know. Alex, I'm confused. My feelings are in chaos right now. I'm still processing the fact that Sheebalie is my sister. That's the reason why she helped me, the reason why she insisted that we call each other sisters, the weird feeling I feel when she's around. And oh my God!!"I said my eyes widening.

"What's wrong?"Alex asked me worried.

"Our last meeting, I mean session, she said something like if I were her sister, what would I do? She told me the story of how her sister got separated from her and her father did some really dumb thing. She was really talking about me. She was trying to tell me something. Damn, that day Anderson came to the office, she was there to get him to back off. Everything now adds up Alex."I said then I looked at Alex who was looking at me confused. If course he's confused.

"I don't understand anything but it's okay."he said and took his hand and made him sit on the bed and so did I. I started telling him what the hell I was talking about so that the can understand.

"Can you imagine that I couldn't connect the dots."I said.

"You didn't know and that was the most unexpected thing that you could ever think of happening."Alex said and I narrowed my eyes at him.

"How long have you known that she's my sister?"I asked him and his smile faded. 

"Does that matter!"he asked and I raised a brow at him." Fine. It's uumm. From the start. I mean from the time I started dating you. Not really date but the time I came to see you at your job. Damnit, Okay it's from the start."he said and I looked at him not sure how to feel about that. I was really speechless." Can you please say something?"Alex asked when I didn't say anything for a long time.

"I don't know what to say."I told him.

"But you should at least give me a reaction. Get angry, go crazy or whatever. Just do anything."he said and I smiled. I don't know why I'm smiling when I'm supposed to be acting crazy just like he said.

"Do you really want to see me acting crazy? I'm sure you don't."I told him and he smiled.

"No I don't want to see you mad or acting crazy baby because you are very scary and I can't afford to shit my pants right now."he said and I burst out laughing. Shit his pants? So dramatic.

"Why would you be shitting your pants!"I asked him still laughing.

"Because you really scare me when you are angry that I can accidentally shit my pants due to me being really scared."he said and I laughed even louder. I don't know if he's trying to make me laugh but I don't care because it's really working." But seriously though baby, you scare the hell out of me. Nothing scares me like you do."he said and I stopped laughing. He's really serious, well , half serious.

"You shouldn't be scared Alex."I told him and he looked at me smiling then he bit his lower lip and that was sexy as hell and the way he released it, aahh, it almost turned me on damnit, maybe it did.

"Does this mean you are not not mad at me?"he asked. Did he just trick me so that I wouldn't be mad at him? Damn, he's really good. Now I can't be mad at all. I chuckled at what he just did then I looked at him proudly nodding 

"How can I be mad when you are this smart. You dare trick your wife huuh? I'm not complaining though, that was a smart move but I don't recommend using it in me."I told him and he grinned widely but then my phone rung. I shifted my head to look at the nightstand annoyed at whoever is calling this late.

I crawled to where it was ringing and I picked my phone to look at who was calling this late. The caller ID made me frown and my heart sped up with its beating.

"What's wrong baby?"Alex asked and I showed him the phone so he can see who was calling." Why is Sheebalie calling you this late?"he asked.