possessive
Adi knows that at this time it can be said that the love that Angel gives him is more possessive, in other words, Angel thinks of himself as a gift and not as someone who is loved and loved, dealing with the feelings of possessive people.
It's not an easy matter, especially for Adi who can be said to have limited experience with love even though he also doesn't deny getting a positive partner for some reasons, this happens because they have a possessive nature and are more likely to be loyal people.
However, the drawback is also clear that they have a possessive nature, think more to control and if they feel betrayed or hurt, their revenge is many times that of most people in general, so it can be said that the emotions of lovers who have possessive nature
It is not stable or can be said to go up and down, although this is not all but again the level of possessiveness of a person becomes a benchmark in the ups and downs of his heart and feelings, and in this case, Adi who is now in that position must be able to solve it well
He can't arbitrarily put aside the feelings of the angel himself because revenge from those who have possessive qualities is very bad, this is of course realized for those who are close to or know people who have these possessive qualities.
So this time he was faced with the situation he was thinking about hard on the one hand he knew the feelings of the Bible to him and he also had good prejudices, but refusing subtly was certainly not as easy as he thought because when he said it at the beginning it was clear the response from the outside angel normal
So in this case he should consider more what is good to do so as not to hurt Angel or it can be said to reduce his dislike and hatred when he is rejected by Adi
So then Adi said to Angel "maybe you misinterpreted what I said Angel, you should try to think again carefully about what I mean" Adi said softly replying to Angel's words
On the other hand who heard Adi's words, and himself who was still drowning with jealousy and anger did not really care what Adi said he only cared about what he was feeling right now so he said "no so you don't understand what you mean. what you need now is to believe in what I say and just go with it" Angel said strongly to sister
Getting such a strong reaction from angel Adi slightly frowned but then he quickly recovered himself then he again said "it's not a good thing to force your will especially when it comes to feelings don't you know that forced feelings never go well" Adi trying to explain the situation to the angel
"Yes you are right, but back again Adi the facts are there don't you already know that I love you so why should you hesitate" Angel is still stubborn about what he thinks
Knowing that this will not go well lyrics then Adi approached Angel, he saw the current situation looking at Angel's face which was full of hope and also full of disappointment but mixed with anger with this his body had started to shiver indicating his inner fall
Seeing all of this, of course, the hadith as a man who also knows a little about the feeling of knowing what to do, so then he walked towards Angel slowly on the other hand wanting to see his sister approaching not knowing what to do, on the other hand, he certainly hoped that Adi would accept his feelings but of the words given at this time
This is impossible so then what will he do when he approaches him, without waiting much longer when NJ doubts what action he will take he feels a warm hug from his sister
Surprised by what Adi did, Angel seemed to have found a place to lean on, he felt about his disappointment as well as regret due to his own decision.
For some reason, he just wanted to hug his sister forever and feel the warm body temperature of his sister with a strong grip on him. Angel felt he was very safe and without realizing it tears were flowing, here he did not understand whether his tears flowed it was a sign of sadness or happiness
Because right now her mind is full of emptiness and can't think further about what she feels, only she understands that she needs Adi and nothing more for that she is currently holding Adi in her arms not wanting to let go, on the other hand, someone is holding him in his arms. feel the reply of a strong hug from an angel
Feeling jolted and helpless on the other hand he somehow feels disappointed, this disappointment is, of course, reasonable because he is already attached to him but on the other hand, he has to let go of a beautiful and good woman like Angel, on the one hand, he thinks to be loyal but on the other hand else he can't bear to betray the love of a beautiful girl like
But then again the question raged inside him, whether he deserved to receive good love like this from 2 beautiful women and also of good character like Angel attended, how come the more I think about Adi, the more depresbbecameecaue basically, he feels he is not capable of anything. the
But somehow he unknowingly stepped out of the building, from the balcony of the table to the height he currently occupied, the outside scenery displayed in front of his various kinds of people passing by in various circumstances, until in the end, he saw a sight that made him enlightened.
In a simple-looking restaurant, Adi saw several families eating happily 2 women in their early 40s with their three children and a man who seemed to be sitting in the front row of the family.
Mandi who saw them was a little curious about what they were doing until then there was seeing the middle-aged man feeding a woman not far from his sitting position seeing this sister already guessed that maybe it was his wife and the children around him might as well her son
But then an even more amazing thing happened, I thought it was over when the middle-aged man was feeding the woman beside him, but then the man's follow-up action surprised the younger brother because then he returned to feeding the food that was on the plate but not to the woman at the beginning.
And the next target is the woman on the other side seeing this, of course, Adi becomes shocked, by the sight in front of him, and feels a soft squeeze from Ang's embrace as to why there seems to be thinking of an idea that looks complicated.