CHAPTER 1: PAINFUL REINCARNATION

Nothingness. Or Void, depending on the names. For someone like me, it was only some abstract concept. After all, I wasn't that smart to ask myself metaphysical questions. Damn, thinking is for the weak.

Well, I digress. Right now, I must say being trapped in the Void isn't a nice feeling. Who am I? Where am I? Do I at least have some kind of body? Honestly, this uncomfortable feeling of irrational drives me crazy.

Hahahahahahahahahaha... Don't fuck with me, you little dorks! All my thoughts are blurry, and as I have no eyes, no body, no nose, no eardrums, all my senses are blocked!

I truly... feel like... my own consciousness... isn't real... fuck...

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I have absolutely no idea of what to do. Even trying to think clearly is hard. All I know is that i must be dead, and that I naturally regard myself as a girl. And that's it. Furthermore, I have no track of time, so this torture feels like an eternity. Please, just kill me, you motherfucker!

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I am sorry, really sorry, so sorry...

JUST LET ME OUT!!!

YOU BASTARD!!! I WILL KILL YOU!!!

HAHAHAHAHAH! Hahaha...

If there is a god seeking my despair, know that I will tear your heart out, I will gouge your eyes, before I slowly crush every bone in your body. I hope killing you won't be too quick. You deserve dying the worst way imaginable.

Once I am done with this place, you are next, God.

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Screw this! I will never give you what you want. I will get out of here, I swear on my pride and dignity, even though I recall being shameless much of my life.

But beware, whoever put me here. I will chase after you until I slit your throat.

(thump thump)

All of sudden, I sense a strange feeling from where I can picture my chest. Disconcerted, I stop complaining until I perceive a faint light, and I swallow my rage as I finally feel more 'alive'. Am I at last free? It must be it. I am not really sure, but I think I can sense having a body, but it is kind of... frail... and small...

Don't tell me... Am I a fucking baby?! Is that perhaps one of those dumb reincarnation stories?! Wait, how do I even know about this stuff when I don't remember neither of my past life nor of my own name...

(sigh)

Well, at least this new life will be better than being trapped in the Void...

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4 YEARS LATER:

I regret it with all my soul. Please God, please send me back to the Void ! This world is too fucking dangerous!

I mean, why am I in the world of Attack on Titan?! I sure love to fight, but being eaten by a Titan? Wait, how do I even know that I love to...

Damn, Kali, stop with the questions. Nothing makes sense anyway.

Oh, by the way, my name is Kali and I am a beautifull for-year-old girl. Basically, I am an orphan raised in Marley, and the people in the orphanage assume that I am Eldian, since I am apparently from the Liberio internment zone. But those are only speculation. Frankly, it is very a messy situation.

Lately, the staff has been suspicious, or at least that's what my gut tells me. I also understand what they say, and this gives me a bad feeling.

"Are you sure this a good idea?"; asks one employee to another.

"Do not worry, they are professionals. To tell you the truth, there is a possibility that the government is involved. This is a big project after all"; answers dismissively a middle-aged with a wave of his hand.

I really hate this life...