A Love That Cannot Be

Our First meeting was a disaster,

You mistook me for someone else, grab my hand and said " Give me back my money!".

I was startled.

You realized you made a mistake and you Sincerely apologized.

Fate brought us together again when we were actually attending the same University.

Knowing that I could see you whenever I want to,

I was secretly happy.

Same major.

We gradually became friends.

Our days together were fun.

Sharing the same hobby in music,

I sang as you play your guitar.

Sometimes we fought,

but It won't take long until one of us would apologize.

Countless memories I've made,

Countless Smiles you've shown,

I don't even remember how many times you made me blush,

made my heart flutter,

and made me smile all by myself acting like Crazy.

Every single day was a treasure to me.

Until ...

One day you asked me to meet you at the coffee shop outside the campus.

Excitedly,

I, with my most beautiful dress,

walked to the coffee shop with a big smile.

When you notice me, you wave your hand and called out my name,

As I turned in your direction

you were with someone.

Trembling, I sat in front of you two

"She is my Fiancée, She came back," you said with the biggest smile you've ever shown me.

I felt my heart as if it was been stabbed,

I was broken.

I lied and Congratulated you two.

I excuse myself saying that I should give you time to spend Together.

I walked out of the cafe without looking back.

Silently,

Keeping myself not to show you how I truly feel,

I decided to leave your world.

Leaving you was the best choice I've ever made.

With a smile on my face,

I faced each day remembering you.

I still remember when I was Secretly watching you standing under the radiance of the midnight moon, your Silhouette is clearly vivid in my mind.

Tears flow down in my eyes

Because I have loved you so dearly.

I wondered why didn't have the courage to say

" I Love you "

Maybe because

right from the very beginning,

it was

"A Love that cannot be".

The End.