Wedding day

Today is my wedding day but my heart is shattered. The girl next to me is not the love of my life whom i cherished n loved for 5 years. This girl is unknown to me but i have the feeling her life is as miserable as mine . We both are having an arranged Marriage.

At the wedding night, i went to my room she was sitting on the bed her eyes are all swollen i knew she cried the whole time but why is she damn crying? Is she missing her parents? But i am not brave enough to ask that. I went to my bed to sleep as it was a long day and i am bit too tired. She went up to the sofa with a pillow. I don't know how i find courage. I asked what she was doing. She replied that she is going to sleep there. It was the first time I heard her voice, it was calm like a river. I told her to sleep on the bed. The bed is too large for only two people. But still she rejects, I told her to relax i will never touch her on his own. She agreed n kept two large pillow between us. She was funny i smiled at her but she turned away.