If You Know Who You Are This Is For You

Please listen, from what I learned if you know what your friends are doing, Wake the Hell up!!! get a hold of yourself, they will step all over you. Don't let that happen. See what they have been doing... Are you seriously the only one who's trying to maintain the friendship or relationship??? don't waste your time. Your showing care, but they say you are lacking that, you are being your best but they say you are annoying, you never listen, you never compromise, they speak words like so at moments you may disagree with them??

Though you do all in your will power, though you want all what's best for them, all that you have been doing till now is compromising. If they can't say it and be grateful, they are using you, guilt tripping you with pity tears or dager-coated sweetened words. Just because of this feeling you start to down play yourself. you can't help it and it becomes a toxic habit.

Are you seriously as weak as me? you know what's happening act upon it, have the will to do what you need too for the best of you. NO GOD DAMN PERSON WILL DO IT FOR YOU. Please..

don't torture yourself... see all the times you had to maintain the friendship, you had to come up with solutions, you had to always make them a priority, you ALWAYS had to be shut down from speaking your honest self.

Even I am drained mentally and don't say what I want, knowing people have a problem, and downplaying yourself by blaming yourself, you know what's happening but you don't wanna hurt them. What about you? aren't you a priority? If you aren't weak, don't turn out like me.... this is a warning and things will get better. Enjoy your own company, dont put a leash around your neck and trust them, Again, see where it takes you, I am doing the same regardless of all I have said here and felt. don't be like me.

You're worth a billion stars.

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