Chapter 5 - Dangerous Pleasure
"You're seemed nervous. Relax, I wouldn't hurt you." Haruki whispered to Lucian with slow voice. That slow whisper made Lucian even more nervous as if it tried to pull him in dangerous pleasure which he didn't want that.
"Just shut up and do it." Lucian shrieked. He covered his view with his hand. He didn't want to see Haruki's face too close. Haruki grabbed the hand from his ex lover's view while looking at him with gentle looks. "Don't cover your pretty eyes," he said that then slowly kissed the neck. His hand started to explore the body he desired the most. Lucian's body began to shiver, every touch of Haruki made him drowned. He didn't want to admit that, it's so different compared to his client's touches. Every touch reminded him how he made love with the person in front of him. It's so suffocating. He didn't like this feeling at all. He wanted to deny it, but his body was honest. He tried to hold it but he slipped a few moans from his lips.
"I know you won't like it. But your body said otherwise. Listen, I will make sure your body remembers me so that you would desire me even more and you won't be able to resist me." Haruki lifted Lucian's lips and kissed it hungrily like a wolf. Lucian didn't managed to avoid it. He tried to resist but the kiss felt like a toxic; he realized his body started to give up as it was hungry for more. They're battled their tongues together, moans kept playing inside the luxury bedroom. He wrapped his hands around Haruki. The silver ash haired man was a bit surprised but he smiled, as he felt Lucian started to relax. His hands pushed the other slowly on the bed. He could see Lucian's face looked flushed; like a red cherry. Haruki kissed his love back. The coldness inside of his mouth started to decrease as his tongue explored every part of it and it became less chilly which it started to become warm and hot, creating a very sensual atmosphere. The blonde haired man's hands crawled on Haruki's back leaving marks; but the silver ash haired man knew the other wanting more and more. He continued to kiss the blonde haired until both of them moaned; a sign of needing an air to breath. When they broke the kiss, a thread of saliva was tied up between their tongues.
"Your clothes in my way." He said that as he proceed to remove the expensive gown from the blonde haired body. Lucian's body was exposed, leaving nothing to cover it up. His face reddened. He was embarrassing to the point he wanted to stab Haruki's eyes.
Why it became like this??? It shouldn't have happened. I'm not supposed to feel good when he touched me! Why??
"You're looks shy. That's cute, Yuu." As he said, he removed his suit from his body revealing his six pack of abs. But what Lucian was there's a lot of scars on Haruki's body. There's even some tattoos too. What makes Lucian felt even more weird was Haruki didn't even bother to remove the gloves from his hands as if he's hiding something.
He couldn't think more as Haruki then moved to the next stage.
"You know what I hate the most? Knowing that there are other men have done more than touching you. But I get it; it's your way to get survive while I'm in prison."
Haruki greedily leaving the marks on Lucian's body while his hand played with the pink nipples and another one kept rubbing the most sensitive part down there. Again Lucian honestly moaned even louder. Minutes after minutes, Haruki lips went even lower; marking the thighs and then licking, sucking the shivering body part down there.
"Even so, there's one thing for sure; you won't get satisfied doing it with other men except me."
It became hard with that single touch and it's enough to make Lucian moaned like crazy. He didn't want to moan but guess it won't happen. He continued to suck Lucian's again and then started deep-throating the lower part. Lucian felt a burning sensation drove him crazy; it's so hot; seriously. He felt strange, the same strange feeling he felt before when they first did that.
It was the pleasure he loves the most; doing it with the one he loves.
But, now they are not lovers anymore.
They are the strangers now.
It's sad… So sad…
How could that happen?
If only 'that' didn't happen and separated us...
"Hnnn... Just do it quickly... and fucking shut for a while…"Lucian was breathing so hard when the other quickened his pace.
Haruki didn't waste time as he bobbed faster, at the same time he licked from top to bottom so that Lucian could feel the pleasure even more. In a few minutes, Lucian came hard to Haruki's mouth and calling the other's name. The silver ash haired man swallowed the milky substance in his throat. Lucian was numbed on the bed; breathless, gasping for air.
"I know you're tired but sorry I'm done yet." He licked Lucian's tight hole and inserted his tongue into it. Again the other moaned with rhythm as he knew it's the time for Haruki to release. After that, he inserted his hard rock member into the blonde's secret cave. He teased the other's with his, entered a bit and coming out again, getting the other used to his size and strength. Lucian whimpered and panted. When Haruki felt that Lucian had relaxed his muscles, he got ready to penetrate him. With a groan he kissed Lucian deeply and trusted into him. He heard the other emit a small squeak of pain but he kept kissing the blonde soundly as he stilled his member to get the blonde used to him inside his newly initiated hole. After a few minutes, Haruki moved, thrusting into the other over and over. The pain was only there for a moment for Lucian, because when Haruki started moving, he felt like he'd gone to paradise, it's a new sensation he didn't feel when he had sex with his clients. Even he slept with his favourite gigolos, he didn't feel the same as he did with Haruki.
Haruki never pulled away from kissing Lucian, but with every passing moment, he increased his pace, going faster and faster until both of them screamed each other's name in a tidal wave of pleasure; a type of sugar pain. Haruki screamed as he came together with the blonde. Lucian screamed out as his fingers clawed into Haruki's back to help him withstand the intensity of his orgasm. Haruki took off his lower part.
"And I will continue to do this again and again until you cannot take it anymore Yuu."
Few hours later...
Lucian was breathing heavily, he was so tired as he never felt that way. He knew Haruki is skilled for making him felt good on the bed. He won't deny the fact. Something was bothering him anyway; from where Haruki got the money? How did Haruki found him? He changed his appearance a lot but yet Haruki still managed to find him.
"How did you.. find me..? And where did you get the money…? No.. Who are you... actually?" Lucian asked with the weak voice. He lost a lot of energy. His eyes felt so blurry. Haruki reached his ex lover's hand and kissed it softly. "I wish I can tell you that, but now it's not the right time. Now, close your eyes and sleep well." As if it was a spell chanted for Lucian, he then felt into the slumber; recharging back his energy. Haruki looked at sleeping Lucian with tender eyes. He looked sad. How he wished this session was not among client and escort at all. He wanted to make love with Lucian genuinely but Lucian wouldn't like it. They broke up few years ago, but that's not even the decision they both wanted at all. He never wanted to let Lucian went away from him.
If 'that' didn't happen that day...
He then kissed Lucian's forehead, and said good night. He covered the sleeping man with a blanket.
Haruki wore his night robe. He walked out from the room heading to elevator.
At the hotel lobby, Asuka almost fell asleep waiting for Lucian. It took way longer than before. She was wondering why Lucian took so long this time; it's never happen before. As she wated to close her eyes, Haruki appeared in front of her. She was startled.
"Yuu is sleeping. I don't think he would wake up soon. Take this key card and go sleep to any room you wanted in this hotel." He handed the key card to Asuka.
"What??? He never slept after… he did that with his clients.." Asuka was shocked.
"You wanted to check him up? I don't even think he would wake up even if you tried. And before I forget, go tell those two gigolos to go back home, that Kazuki and Murasaki. I don't want to see them here, because maybe I would end up hurt them if you know what I mean." Haruki smiled, leaving Asuka all alone there and headed back to his suite.
In the room Lucian was dreaming about the memories he almost forgot. It happened a long time ago..
"My name is Yuu. You're new here right Haruki kun? No worries, people here are nice." The boy exclaimed.
"Nice to meet you Yuu kun." The other boy smiled back.
Lucian felt it's just happened yesterday in his dream.