Emotions
… “What you did then was really careless and would have had your cover blown” …
He could hear the voice of his uncle roar in his head when he knew of his reaction to seeing Michelle. He didn’t want to take the blame since he wasn’t told about her and didn’t know that he had a relationship with that lady.
The only blonde he has a memory of is Myra whom he is seeking revenge. So, this lady is new to him, even though he could feel like they really had a thing before the whole accident happened.
When he had made his uncle sure that he wouldn’t mess up again and reassured him that he is still on his side, he stayed in his room for a few days, and also missed some of the days he was to follow Dimitri to the office just to think about the whole thing happening.