The one above all part 2

I bowed right in the middle, I looked back up with a large smile and closed eyes. I was excited, full of naive emotions that gave me hope for another day. It's around noon now, the sun is right above my head. I have to get out of here as fast as possible, and with that said, I want to express my happiness to others. Just for the sake of becoming a member. I can see that five hands are in the air. After so long, I have finally accomplished something. Four long months of torture, cries, depression, near-death situations, training, and much more. I finally witnessed how one person can reach a peak. How the teachers are constantly talking, my happiness keeps me from hearing it.