Michelle

Joy: who won?

Arno: I don't really care anymore,we will get to see her happy

Joy:Do you think she realized by now?

Arno:I don't know but I wish her happiness even if I am no longer with her

Joy: why are you acting all romantic?

Quit fooling around arno!

This is Michelle.

It is been a rollercoaster!

I decided to stop breathing one day (die)...

It wasn't really easy to decide that, I think I needed to rest?

My last day on earth ?

It was quite weird.

Do you sometimes get your heart tight thinking it is the last time you go somewhere?

The last time you eat a certain dish?

or go to a specific restaurant?

Going to a market for the last time?

I got that feeling when I was passing by Mrs. Délia's café or to be exact her boss' café.

It was the last .

Come to think of it,I will never hear them shouting at each other for the simplest detail;I remember they were arguing over they should call the new dessert Monavenir or Mydestiny.

If I were them,I would have called it chocolate cake.

But that doesn't concern me.

I liste, to music when I go to school,

I always listen to "bonnie&Clyde" by Yuqi.

Btw,I really like the title of the song,

it reminds me of Bonnie and Clyde: the ones who fought the world to protect their love .

The old man who lives next to my school is always sitting on that chair in front of his house.

I heard people saying he went to war when he was younger!

It sort of affected him seeing how he stares blankly at the road.

"My friends are waiting for me"

I wish I could say that.

"My parents really love me for who I am "

I wish I could say that.

Joy? I guess I will never experience that.

At least in this life...

I guess, see you around?

At least, I can express myself freely here?

How to end my diary?

See you around?

See you next time?

But I won't.

So, should I just leave it open?

Without an end?