chapter twelve

"Noah.."I jumped into his arms as my hrt calmed down "are u okay"he asked,I pulled back "I.. thought the house was under attack I.."he brushed my hair "it's okay.."and I nodded "I swear.. this isn't funny"someone groaned out,I looked at an annoyed carlos,sitting by the wall holding his nose "oh..my..carlos..I..did I hurt u "I asked as I took his hand away and saw blood,I shifted back "I..I..I didn't mean that.. I'm so sorry"I apologized "don't worry..I think he deserved it"Noah said from behind, carlos gave him a surprise look, so did I "u could just help me out.. thanks"carlos voiced,noah smirked and lit a cigar "let's go kitten"I help carlos stand "I'm really sorry"he smiled "it's nothing"and I nodded "would u deserve it if u got hit Carlos asked with a glare "let's go"he held my hand taking me with him,he opened his office and we entered "what were u doing there this late"he asked "um..I couldn't sleep"I answered,he pulled out a silver gun and dropped on the table and I gulped "little liar.."he sat down "well..I was thirsty..and I went to the kitchen to get a glass of water"he stared at me before chukling "it still seems like a lie"I gave him stored look "I couldn't sleep"I answered,he shrugged "bits of the truth" did he seriously want me to say I was worried about him "I was waiting for you"I blurted out "why..I told u not to"I looked at my feet "just being worried"I refused to meet his gaze,I looked at everywhere but him "okay.. I'm sleepy so I'll..go to bed"i said and turned "katalyna.."he called but I was already running to my room.

I thought about what he wanted to say yesterday as I entered the kitchen "watch were ur goin.."I tripped and fell,I closed my eyes waiting the impact "I got u princes"I opened my eyes to brown eyes and I released my breath "I'm sorry princess..I was mopping..are u okay"Clara asked and I nodded "u can let me go Gideon"he frowned "not a way to say thank you"wanting to let me go I held until his shoulder.

He laughed softly "she said to let her go.. she's not a baby and can stand on her own"we turned to sarah by the doorway and I pulled away from Gideon, "there was no need to say that"Clara added "I know..just wanted him to hear her"for a moment I wondered if sarah had problems with Gideon cus her harshness Was directed at him,his carefree attitude this morning disappeared he became, introverted and cool "sarah.."her hard glare kept my mouth shut "don't just want anything.."I was quite taken aback "sarah..."Clara called through gritted teeth "u know getting up from bed was a bad idea"she turned and left "I'll just go trim the gardens"Gideon left too,I looked at Clara and she went back to mopping.Was I missing something.

I looked for Clara everywhere and decided to check Sarah's room,the door was open and I could hear yelling "no.. it's her fault"sarah yelled "what is wrong with u Sara..can u listen to urself"she asked "she's taking him awa.." her eyes fell on me "what's going on"I asked "nothing princess"I came in fully "sarah..are u.."she screamed loudly startling me,I breathe heavily and stepped back "I'm..I..so"Clara threw me back "do not take ur stupidity out on her.. she's not fighting with u"Clara said angrily "yeah.. ofcourse she's the innocent one anyways.. she's taking him..aw.."I jumped when Clara yelled "enough..."tears dropped from her eyes and I stepped back "princess let's go.. Sara's being stupid"she dragged me with her and closed the door,I pulled my hand away "what's going on"she sighed "nothing..forget what u heard"I shook my head "no.. don't tell me what's going on"I insisted "and I just fuckin said nothing, don't u get it"she yelled I jumped and blinked "no..what going on cus am sure it has to do with me"I yelled back, "when ur stubborn,u annoy me"and she turned and left,I leaned on the wall and blinked the tears back,before heading for my room. I fell on the bed as past word haunted me "once again.. you've messed up".