CHAPTER 05
NARRATOR
- ..... Alice e Isabele... – .
- WHAT? - exclaimed both at the same time.
- This has to be a joke, teacher," complained Alice.
- Please teacher, this is punishment, don't do this to us," complained Isabele.
- I don't want a girls' statement, it's going to be like this, period, and in silence, because now I'm going to start the subject of the class," the teacher began to explain.
This can't be true, what am I going to do? It won't work, sir," Alice lamented.
On the other hand, Isabele didn't start thinking about anything, after the teacher explained the new subject again, she stopped at a specific point in the room and looked from there, inside her mind it was just a blank screen, total system failure, and her friends noticed it:
/- Isabele, is everything okay ? - Lucas worries.
- Girlfriend, do you want to say something? I know it must be difficult, but it will be okay," Ana Laís said trying to get an answer.
But nothing came, so hard, tried to na-la knew in her nest of thoughts, because I was thinking that this situation was, and I could not do anything else, I had finger in this and it was already too late, the plan began and there is no way back.
ISABELE
Screwed. That's the only thing I can think of, now what? The likelihood of this going wrong, the teacher should be elaborated for doing this.
The rest of the class takes care of itself, but I couldn't get out of my thoughts. Isabele from last year would have put up a bigger fight, but after the shock, everything got messed up. Well,
everything has changed that's a fact, the situation is no longer the same, and maybe the feelings are no longer the same as in the story, if you look at it from my point of view, because from my point of view, I don't know what happened, but it seems that Alice and increasingly angry, this is not normal, she is not like that. Strange .
The signal rang forcing me out of the attention of thoughts, I realized I didn't pay attention to the rest of the class, maybe I'll ask Caio later as notes of the content.
When I think about the book I have been reading recently, I feel a wallet. It is her. Taking my sight to look at her, I don't know what sought me palpitations or if it was her sweetish smell that secretly is one of the scents of my olfaction was the look directly into her eyes, which me favorite, becomes her source of beauty, for exactly marking her different characteristic because of her oriental trait. Beautiful bitch.
I put aside this short internal monologue about things that caught my attention in Alice Alencar, and decided to pay attention to what she had to say.
- Well, I know you must not be happy about this situation today, but we will have to face it or not, that's why I came here to straighten out the work stuff so we can finish up soon," she said, a little uncomfortable.
I don't judge, I'm the same way.
- Ok then, I already know that you do not like history very much, but luckily, I like it and have a good base of content, I'll separate some notes for you to understand easier together, we will only have to meet and meet and not do will be too organized to do separately, and if it is not a problem, we can do the work at my house - I speak very important, especially by the probability of her at my house.
- Yeah, maybe I agree with you. Anyway, it can be at your place, Saturday at 2:00 is good for me - he answers and then, immediately after, he takes a pencil and writes down a sequence of numbers in my notebook, when he finished, he continues to follow:
- This is my number, when I go tomorrow night you send me your address. Well, that's all we have to take care of," he said, and then left.
Yes, this really won't work.
Friday night and here I am, in my star room looking at the ceiling full of paintings that I made up when I was younger, but it helps me to think when, and that is exactly what I am doing. Reflecting.
All this because of the internal conflict I am going through right now, whether or not I should text Alice right away. I know that this is nothing, it is just to send her my address, but it is strange all the same, I don't know how to start the message without sounding stupid or pathetic.
I come out of my great reflection when I hear a knock at the door and soon after I see my mother's figure reflecting from my room.
- Hi daughter, are you busy? - I hear my mother's voice and decide to sit down on the bed, being accompanied by her when she finishes closing the door.
- No mom, I was just thinking about little things," I say with a smile on my face. Having a mother like mine is a reason to always smile, even after everything, she always tries to make herself and my brother's life, and I love that about her.
- Anything you need to know?
- No, just a situation that happened at school that I will face tomorrow, but I have to do something today to get rid of it soon, but it's nothing serious," I say.
- Can you tell me what you hear? - asks curious.
- I just have a job tomorrow at home with a girl, but we don't get along that well, so I have to send a message now sending the address, but I don't know how to say it without sounding like an idiot - I am sorry.
My mother giggles a little. I cast a doubtful glance at the act and she quickly speaks up:
- Honey, you don't think you're thinking too much, do you? If you don't like it and you want to seem as nonchalant as you're trying to be, we shouldn't be nervous," keeping the same laugh on her face.
- I don't want to make this situation seem any more like it already is - to seem neutral.
- Teenagers are as difficult as things were easier and faster - she speaks, but seeing that she didn't want to continue on this subject, she decides to change it;
- Anyway, I also came to your room to tell you that Carlos is coming here for dinner tomorrow, he said he wants to increase contact with you - he speaks.
It is an interesting fact that comes here in our family from last year. My in the middle of the year mother, what is now her boyfriend Carlos. It all started when she was working on a construction site that the two of them were supervising, but the difference was that he was there as an engineer. From what even the first one said, he became interested immediately when he saw my mother for the first time, it was a little more difficult, but with time and all the advances from Carlos, she accepted that she really liked him.
In the beginning it was, mainly in relation to making the relationship difficult for my brother, who was always complicated as the man of the house, who today is more accepting, I have seen them playing together in one of these times he came here to the house.
My case was easier, so to speak, I have always been very neutral about this, as long as my mother is happy, this already makes me more than satisfied, and also, she deserves to move on, and he seems to be the right man.
- Ok, have you already told Gustavo? - he asks.
- He already got more excited, he was satisfied and came back from his room until, that was his - replied in a tone, soon continuous:
- Well, I'm coming my daughter, I'm tired and I have to wake up early, I have to finish redoing some plans of a condominium project, good night my love - I left a kiss on the forehead and soon withdrew, but still could hear his speech behind the door:
- And try to send this message to the girl soon - letting out a laugh soon after.
I threw myself on the bed and reached for my cell phone to get rid of this situation as soon as possible.
- Let's face it - I open her contact trying to find a way to start the message.
After 10 minutes, she decides to send it:
Isabele : hi, it's me Isabele.
Isabele : sorry about the time, but here is my address xxxxxx-xxxx xx-xx. Alice : Hi, it's okay, I was still awake.
Alice : ok then, tomorrow at 14:00 I'll show up.
Isabele : okay, I've already separated the material.
Alice : okay, have a good night, see you tomorrow. Isabele : Good night, see you.
Yes, it was better than imagining this little conversation, she was polite, now I want to see tomorrow, having to spend hours interacting together, this will be a proof of overcoming.
Let's see how this work will be.