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CHAPTER 49

  Ever since I moved with him, the further we have gone intimately was foreplay. I never for once allowed him to enter me. Each time he tries touching my vagina, I shiver and a force from nowhere engulfs me, making me push him away.

I couldn't also bring myself to tell him what I had passed through in the hands of Asher. How the trauma affects me. Each time I push him away, he hugs me instead and consoles me. This act of his always brings tears to my eyes.

I couldn't help it. My mate was suffering and it was all because of me. I've tried countless times to close my eyes and force myself but whenever his eyes reach my vagina, I shiver.

I have no one to talk to and it's killing me. I can no longer bear this and I would have to either tell him. Maybe telling him will ease my fear. Maybe his calm words would assure me. He is my mate and if he loves me, I'm sure he would support me.