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it had been a long day, I was to deal with James all day well it might have been he had t ok deal with me.

I was in such a confused state that I was basically ignoring him, I had felt bad but he was hanging out with the new kid that was not even popular.

why was he doing so I dont know, but his happy smile made me relax a bit i don't know why but it did.

his dad jokes Were vary bad but I'd always laugh, and when I next to him I feel as if every thing is brighter.

well anyway I dont want to think of that now I'm home and I'm tired I am not going to think of me is going to just make me look like a fool like 'they' did.

'whatever I'm going to bed' I think as I jump on my bed and pass out....

(ok wow this is short but I'm really sorry that I have not been posting I am going through some stuff and so yeah sorry)