CHAPTER 5 -CUDDLE?-

"Don't go, please stay here."

She mumbles causing me to turn to face her again. Her eyes were closed still, but her grip on my wrist was really tight.

I bend down next to her as she slowly loosens her grip on my wrist. She looks really distressed as if she was having a nightmare.

"What's wrong?"

I ask.

"I-It's scary."

She replies stuttering slightly.

I lift my hand to check her temperature, and she flinched as if I was going to hit her.

"Don't don't hurt me."

"Don't worry I'm not gonna hurt you."

I place my hand gently on her head and she doesn't seem to have a fever.

"Hmm weird"

"I'll stay here till you fall asleep, okay?"

I say, gaining a weak nod off her in response.

*the next day*

*Y/N's POV*

"Ughhh why does my head hurt so bad"

Is the first thing you think after waking up.

You walk to the kitchen to get a bottle of water squinting your eyes.

To your surprise all the boys were still round at your house.

"Is your head alright? You got pretty drunk last night."

Chan says walking into the kitchen with Minho following him.

"I've got such a bad hangover. I didn't do anything stupid last night did I?"

You ask scared for his answer.

"No-"

Chan begins before being cut off by Minho

"Hahaha yeah you got up on the island and started stripping."

Minho cries with laughter.

You choke on your water at what you just heard.

"I DID WHAT!!! No no noooo this can't be happening."

You say placing your head on the kitchen counter.

"Don't worry Felix Stoped you before anything was revealed."

Chan reassures you.

"Felix helped me?"

"Yeah he took you to your room and stayed in there for a few house don't you remember?"

Minho mentions.

"No I can't remember anything, are you sure Felix helped me? That doesn't sound like something he would do."

"Yeah were sure."

"Hmm strange."

You mumble before walking into the living room.

You see a space next to Felix and go sit next to him.

"Thank you for stopping me last night."

You whisper.

"You can remember last night?"

He questioned.

"No Minho just told me."

You laugh.

*time skip*

The boys have just left. Felix was surprisingly nice to you today well nicer than usual.

"Maybe is because his friends were round, he will probably tune cold again."

You have got really close to the boys they are all so funny and sweet. Although your slightly terrified of Minho he seems to hate everything except for his cats.

After the boys left you and Felix both went into the kitchen.

"What should we have for dinner?"

You ask.

"Erm I don't know... what about fried chicken?"

He suggests.

"Oooh I love fried chicken, do you know a good place?"

"Yeah there is a place not far from here that does good chicken and beer."

"Oh my daysss yesss."

"Hey hey hey, no more beer for you, especially after last night."

"Awww."

You begin to sulk.

Felix leaves his phone on the kitchen counter while he went to the toilet and it began to buzz. You looked down at his phone and saw his notification.

Hey baby xx

You already knew about Olivia but for some reason it hurt. You didn't like that another girl was texting him especially when she was calling him baby. But still how come Felix has never mentioned her.

He came back to the kitchen.

"Have you seen my phone."

He asks grabbing his coat ready to go pick up the chicken.

"Yeah it's here."

You say handing him his phone. Not mentioning the fact that Olivia texted him. He took his phone off you before leaving to go and pick up the chicken.

You went to your room to change into some comfier clothes while Felix was out.

*time skip*

You and Felix sat down to eat dinner and he was right the chicken was delicious.

Your eyes widened at the amazing taste in your mouth.

"Good right."

"It's so good oh my life how did I ever live my life without this chicken."

You dramatically say. Making Felix smile slightly.

"Oh my days I feel like I just won the lottery I made Felix smile I made Lee Felix smile."

"Oh shoot I think Hyunjin's dramaticness is rubbing off on me."

You laugh.

After dinner you offered to wash the pots and Felix allowed you to do so. He stayed in the kitchen on his phone until you finished.

"The house seems so quiet without the boys here."

You break the silence.

"I know, I'm so bored."

"Do you wanna watch something."

"Like what if we watch anything you will come to my room crying like last time."

"Okay first of all I did not cry I am not that much of a baby and second of all I will pick something...something that doesn't have man eating clowns in it."

"Ugh fine."

He rolls his eyes before walking to the living room with you waddling behind.

*time skip*

"The office seriously it's taken you 38 minutes to pick the office."

"Yes so now be quiet and watch it."

You command while pressing play.

You were crying with laughter and you looked over to see if Felix was laughing as well. He wasn't. But at one part he did ever so slightly curve the sides of his lips.

"Hahaha I knew you would like this."

You say pointing a finger at his mouth. His face went from 🙂 to 😒 real quick.

*3 weeks later*

You roll around on your bed trying to somehow ease the pain of your cramps. You started your period last night and today you have hardly been able to walk. Felix has been practicing since Early this morning so you haven't seen him today. Not gonna lie you kinda miss him. He is always at practice and you get to have like 2 conversations a week. Well "conversations" he normally only responds with short one worded answers if he ever responds at all.

Felix is still the same as usual...COLD. But you have gotten really close with the boys and you even have a secret group chat without Felix Hehehe. Although you have warmed up to Felix a bit something about his coldness and his dancing and how he cares for Jisoo when she's over kinda attracts you. But of course you can't do anything about it, he has Olivia... remember.

Your cramps are only getting worse and you had no choice but to text Felix, you need painkillers, a hot water bottle and chocolate right now.

Heyyyyy Felix

What do you want?

Well I got a code red and Erm.

What?

I started my period and I need a couple of things I have really bad cramps right now and I can't go and get them myself

Could you please get me a few things?

fine.

Oh my life thank you so much. I need some pads.

What?

I started my period and I need a couple of things I have really bad cramps right now and I can't go and get them myself

Could you please get me a few things?

Fine.

Oh my life thank you so much. I need some pads.

Okay I'll get them now, I'll be like 10 minutes. Do you need anything else?

Nope that's all I need thanks again.

"Wait what he is coming."

You switch off your phone and try and fall asleep. You couldn't fall asleep. You hear the keys rattle in the door and a small smile forms on your face, knowing he was finally here.

He knocks on your bedroom door before opening it slightly.

"H-hey"

He says softly. Yes that's right SOFTLY.

You look up at him and form a weak smile.

"Does it hurt a lot?"

He ask walking closer towards you.

You nod your head in response not being able to form proper words.

"Here take these."

He says handing you some pills and a glass of water.

"t-thank you."

You say ever so quietly.

"I got you some chocolates and Erm I... didn't know what products you use so I got options."

He scratches his head placing the bag of chocolates and pads on your bedside table.

"Oh yeah andddddd I got you... fluffy socks, I wanted to get a plushy because Han said they help you sleep but they only had small ones."

He says while smiling. Yes that's right SMILING.

"Oh my life thank you so much Felix, you didn't have to do all this."

You smile trying to lean over to place your glass in the bed side table.

Felix took the glass out your hand and placed it on the table for you.

"Wait one sec."

He said before leaving the room for about 3 minutes and then coming back with a hot water bottle.

"I had to wait for the kettle to boil."

He chuckles before handing you the hot water bottle.

"Do you need anything else?"

"No thank you."

The second those words left your mouth you instantly regret them.

"Wait felix...can... we... c-cuddle?"