Chapter XIV: The First Night is Unforgettable

"Antonio, are you ready?" Cesare asked, visibly embarrassed.

"If I were fully ready, I'd have to wait another 20-30 years...before that...It's my first time, so..."

"Well, then I'll make it memorable!"

In the end, I'm destined to break my vows and commitments I've imposed on myself. I guess I'll go confess to a priest afterwards, hoping I won't go to hell...Surely that's what I should do.

I hadn't even finished planning in my mind when Cesare, completely naked, sat over me in the bed, a scenario I never even dreamed of...Well, to be honest, I had been waiting for this day for a long time, and finally it came.

Cesare kissed me passionately, and I responded with an eagerness I had never felt before. My heart beat faster and faster, almost jumping out of my chest, and Cesare noticed that.

"Antonio, are you okay?" Cesare asked, quite panicked.

"I-I'm fine...It just feels too good..."

Then, being sure I had no problem, he started kissing me lower and lower. The first time he went down to my neck, leaving some hickeys, signs of passionate love. Wait, what?

"Cesare, what have you done?"

"What have I done?"

"How could you leave a mark in such a visible place? What if someone sees this mark?" I said, quite worried.

"Antonio, calm down...Nothing will happen..."

"Well, maybe for you, but-"

I didn't get to finish the sentence because Cesare blocked my lips with his own, in a kiss more passionate than the previous one. Why is he so good at this? Why do I feel so calm when he does this?

"Are you feeling better now, Antonio?"

"Y-Yes...Thank you for helping me calm down..."

Well, of course he didn't stop at just a few kisses...He went even lower until he met my nipples. As he passionately licked them, as if they were delicious candies, I lost myself in the world of sin and carnal pleasures.

"Ah, s-stop...No...M-More..."

"Antonio, are you okay?"

"Y-Yes...Continue...Don't mind me!"

Everything was emotionally acceptable for me until...

"C-Cesare!"

"What is it?"

"I-It's weird...You shouldn't do that!"

"Oh, come on...Just sit back and enjoy the sensation..."

After saying that, he began to passionately lick my penis. I had never felt such a sensation before and I was completely stunned. Honestly, I had never masturbated before, let alone experienced other sensations. After a few seconds, Cesare began to suck my penis with pleasure, which made me shiver with pleasure. Why is this happening? Why doesn't it feel like a sin? Why do I love what he's doing? Why is he so good at it?

"Cesare, I think I'll..."

„Waih a hitthe!" ("Wait a little!")

"Cesare, I can't resist anymore...Forgive me!"

Well, to my great shame, I ended up climaxing on his face. I tried to cover my face with both hands, but Cesare caught me and told me to look carefully at his face and remember that I was the first person to have such audacity...

Well, I knew it wouldn't end just like that...In a few seconds, Cesare got on his knees in front of me, and I was completely unsettled by what was to come. He placed my legs over his shoulders, and then inserted a finger into my ass...It feels weird. It's weird...It...

"Ahh...No...It's too hot...I can't..."

Cesare didn't even pay attention to me; he inserted a second finger. I can't believe this...It's too much to handle with him...

"Hm, I think two fingers should be enough, don't you think, Antonio?"

"Y-Yes...I think..."

"Well, then let's get to it, shall we?"

"That enormity can't fit in me...Cesare, I can't, it's my first time!"

"Come on, it won't be that bad...I told you I'll take care of it..."

In the end, I couldn't escape it, I had to endure it. I can't believe how gentle he's behaving...Wait, it's too big...It's too deep...

"Cesare!"

"Shh!"

I think I'm going to die...I've never felt anything so painful...Maybe it wasn't a good idea to agree to this...He started moving...I-I can't...And besides, now I'm in a position where I can't see Cesare, and I'm too shy to ask him to change positions...I can't stand it anymore...

"C-Cesare...I want to see you...I don't like it this way..."

Well, it seems my wish came true. Cesare turned me to face him, while continuing the action. But this time, what he was doing didn't seem as painful to me...Wait, what's happening?

"Antonio, look at yourself...Where's that holy priest who was so shy he didn't want to bathe with anyone and hid even when changing his clothes?"

"S-Stop it...It's all your fault!"

"My fault, then...Alright, then don't blame me for what's to come..."

Suddenly, Cesare's movements became faster...Much too fast...

"C-Cesare, slow down...Please!"

"Whose fault is it? Is it mine?"

"N-No...Slow down, please!"

"Then whose fault is it that you ended up like this?"

"I-It's mine...It's all my fault..."

"Well then..."

To my surprise, Cesare lifted me out of bed and brought me in front of a mirror...I can't believe I'm this person...I'm radiating sin...Desire, carnal lust, ecstasy...No, it can't be me...

"Antonio, look at yourself," Cesare said as he lifted my head to see my reflection.

"Cesare, I can't be this man...It's not me..."

"Yes, Antonio! This is you, the real Antonio, not a copy of some saint..."

And the time came for everything to end, and Cesare was quite tired, just like me.

"I'm almost...I can..."

"No, don't take it out...Do it inside, Cesare!"

"Are you sure about this? You seemed to say..."

"No...Please..."

"Alright, you asked for it!"

After a few seconds, I felt an indescribable sensation...Waves of liquid were entering my body, making me more and more helpless. After that, we both lay down in our bed exhausted. I can't believe I did it for the first time...I had sex for the first time with someone, and that person was a priest...Cesare was indeed the first one to...

"Antonio, are you okay?"

"Y-Yes...Just very tired and I don't think I'll be able to do anything else tonight or tomorrow..."

"It's okay...Anyway, you were amazing..."

"You're talking? How do you know how to do all these things?"

"Well, I can say you're not the first person to go through this, so I can say I have experience..."

"Anyway, I...Goodnight!"

"Goodnight, Antonio!"

After taking a bath, I fell asleep with my head on Cesare's chest...I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but I hope to be in the company of the same Cesare, my first love...