Chapter 2 Morning

After making love all night long, and getting to know each and every single part of this gorgeous man's body, it's now morning. I haven't slept one wink. First, because I was a little busy getting to know the man beside me, and second because I am scared to death if I go to sleep. I will wake up back in my own world. Which I have to say right now, I don't want to return. I want to get to know Zero more. Not only sexually but in other ways. I just knew the more I stayed here the more he would know something was up.

After the first round, I didn't act anything like Yuki. I let myself go figuring, I was going to wake up and this would be over. So why not do all the things you dreamt of right? Let's just say Zero was one happy content man at the moment, but I was sure he would have questions.

I am so tired. I could fall asleep right now looking at his sweet face. He is out cold sleeping next to me. I can't help but cuddle up to his warm sensuous body. He made every fantasy, I ever had come true. Just he thinks, I am someone else. I sigh, as I kiss his lovely lean chest. Feeling at least I got to be with him. I am lying next to the man I adore. It's more than I could ever have wished for.

While I am there admiring him, the alarm goes off. Waking Mr. Sleepy head. He lifts one eye, peeking to look at me. Still in a bit of shock himself that all this really took place.

"Good morning Mr. Sleepy head," I say. As I kiss him on his lips.

"Morning, That wasn't a dream?" Zero asks.

"No, I am still here, "I reply. A little shocked myself that I am still here but happy none the less.

"Yuki you don't regret everything we did last night?" Zero asks.

"No, not at all. To be honest, I was so scared it would end. I did everything I could to you. So I wouldn't regret that I never got the chance to." I respond.

"So that is where all that came from? I didn't think you knew how to do any of that, or even knew about it." Zero comments.

"Neither did I. You just happen to bring out a fire in me, I never felt before. I want to do with you things, I never have done. I love you Zero. I want you to know that no matter what happens. That part is true."I say. As I caress his cheek with my hand.

"I love you too. What about Kaname?" Zero asks.

"What about him?" I respond.

"He isn't going to be too happy about this. Are you going to tell him we are together? Are we together?" Zero asks.

I sit up in bed, Looking straight into Zero's eyes.

"Listen to me. I don't want Kaname. Yea I know in the past, I was an idiot chasing him around. I do have feelings for him, but as family. I don't want him in the way, I want you. I want to be with you forever. You're the one I want to marry and have children with. So Yes we are together." I respond.

Thinking oh shit, I might of went way too far, too fast. Yuki never even had a brain cell to think this far ahead. He may think something is up real fast. The real Yuki would have probably just sat there and cried not knowing still who she wanted. Still Dreaming of Kaname... I think. Rolling my eyes.

Zero just sits there, confused and not sure what is going on. As I sit there and yawn.

Not knowing how to respond to what I just told him. He just pretends. I didn't say it.

"Did you get any rest?" Zero asks.

"No, I was a little busy," I reply.

"You need some sleep. You can't run on empty." Zero responds.

"Don't worry. I have done it before. We need to get dressed for class. Oh, darn. We never went over the math. I may be in be trouble today."I say out loud.

"Don't worry, I will help you with it tonight, after our shift. Are you going to be able to do our shift without any sleep?" Zero asks.

This might be my way out of it. Not really wanting to see Kaname. I have nothing to say to him or even care. I can't fake shit I don't feel. Nor can I fight Vampires.

"Maybe I will take a nap? Do you mind doing a shift without me? I would be more refreshed while you tutor me, and a few other things." I respond.

"Well, aren't you a bit naughty? And Sure. After Class, you get some sleep. I will meet you back here after I am done." Zero says.

"Sounds good," I reply, Siting in his lap and giving him a long passionate kiss.

"I see you still feel that same as last night, "Zero says.

Still not sure about any of it. Still a ton of questions running through his mind. Not believing anything I said, and mostly scared. I am just covering because I didn't want to hurt him.

"Of course, What am I going to do to prove to you how I really feel about you?" I answer.

"It's going to take time. I am not used to it. I never thought you would feel this way about me. I never thought. I would be with you for real. I thought you picked Kaname." Zero admits.

"Can we please forget about him? I will do anything I have to, to make you know. I am for real." I respond.

"Did Kaname do anything to you? That you all of a sudden feel like this towards him?" Zero asks.

I see, that I need to cool it. That he is noticing something is wrong. That me being honest, is making him wonder.

"No, Kaname hasn't done anything. I just finally see things clearly. I know in the past, I was always indecisive, but I know what I want now. It's you. I am so much closer to you. I realized that I just cared so much about Kaname because he saved me. I felt obligated to him. I am not in love with him." I respond.

"Wow, I don't know what to say. Yuki are you ok? I never thought you would say this. Or even realize it. You seem so different. So much more mature. You finally see that bastard for what he really is." Zero answers.

Yeah well, I'm not a twit like Yuki. I think to myself. While I am here, I will try to undo all the bad shit she did to you. I will make you realize just how special you really are.

I just smack him, as she would. Trying to get off the subject.

"I think we need to get ready. We are already way late." I reply.

"Yea your right. The class already started around thirty minutes ago." Zero responds.

We both get up, needing a shower. We are already late whats a bit more. I take Zero's hand and bring him to the adjoining bathroom. Putting on the shower and getting in with him. I want to make this last, as I don't know how much longer, I can stay up. I can't stop staring at him. I want to stay with him forever, make all his fears disappear. Make him as happy as I can. Even if I can, I am still Yuki. Not even myself.

She doesn't deserve him and to be honest, neither does Kaname. They both deserve someone who knows what they want. Who can give them all their love? Fully and truthfully. Not someone shifting back and forth and aways in the dark.

Once in the shower, I start washing his chest rubbing my hands up and down his body. Lathering him up. His silver-grey hair all wet and dripping down his face. I just giggle at him. To me, he is adorable no matter what.

He sees me giggle and he grabs my hands pinning them to the white tile wall behind me. Kissing me passionately. Our fingers intertwine as our bodies become one. The warm water running down both of our bodies as Zero thrusts inside me, our moans just radiating off the title walls making it more of a turn on. We stay in the bathroom for at least another thirty minutes. Getting all I can of this sexy Vampire. Making him mine over and over again. Just now, I wish he knew it was me, and not think its Yuki.