Episode one : too unlucky to die

Chapter one: Too Unlucky to die

I was sitting with a boy in a city, depressed, lost the will to live, I wanted to die so bad, and I was scared that I die late, unlike a human being who is scared of death, I pointed at the buildings and thinking about which one is perfect for me to suicide.

"this one is too short" 

"this one… I want it to be a little bit taller"

"This one is perfect, I would be dead by fear before I even land"

Then I started lightening up my cigarette, and the young boy looked at me.

"I heard smoking will shorten your lifespan, why are you smoking?"

"That's why I'm smoking"

"Anyway, why are you staring at these buildings?"

"Hmm? No, it's nothing, I had some memories, that's all"

I didn't want to let him know what I thought, I just wanted to change the topic, so I borrowed something in my pocket, it was a small dual frame, a pic of my wife, and a pic of my daughter.

"You know… I had a family, a wife that truly loved me, we were so happy together, and a daughter, my life was so bright when I lived with them"

"Did you have a divorce or something? where are they now?"

"they are dead, my wife died of cancer, and my daughter got killed by a Gang member"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't say that"

"It's fine…"

I finished my cigarette, I wanted to jump, the boy was finally gone, it was my chance to suicide.

I went to the top of the building, opened my phone, sat down on the edge, and looked at the old pictures of my family, I looked at all of them.

"Honey, Rosaline, I'm on my way to reunite again, fuck the world, we will be together in heaven forever… Rosaline, I bought your toys, and I'm pretty sure when we meet together you will have them, Honey, I bought you the necklace you wanted, now it's time for the family party"

I jumped off the building, I wasn't scared at all, in fact, I was screaming "I'M FREE" the entire time, after all, my plan was not going like I wanted, I was too unlucky to die, I broke all of my bones, my blood was everywhere on the land, yet it was hot, the last thing I saw, it was the boy and the ambulance.

I woke up in the hospital, covered with bandages, and I slowly opened my eyes. The first thing I saw was the boy, he was talking to the doctor.

"Please save his life, I'll do anything for him to wake up, I have been here for two weeks, and I'll sell my body parts for him to wake up"

"Don't worry, he is going to wake up today, but it will take two months for him to fully recover"

"Omg, I cannot thank you enough, I heard enough"

he sat in front of me, he noticed that I was awake, and he started crying out loud

"Am I dreaming? this is a miracle, you are alive after all"

"Why do you care about me so much, I wanted to die"

"You saved my life earlier, how can I just accept your death"

He saved my life just because I saved his life from bullies, I saved a lot of lives back then. As a result, I lost my family doing my job, I saved everybody's life around me, but my family. I hope that they don't hate me for that. After all, that boy became my friend, and I missed my chance to meet my family once again.

After 3 months, I cut my connection to that boy, even though I never asked his name, we had a good time together.

And so, I didn't give up, I was on a big road, and I wanted to jump in front of a truck, and as soon as the truck came, I jumped, thought I would die this time, but my luck ran out long ago since my wife died, the boy pushed me out and sacrificed his life.

My eyes were wide open, this time, I had not only lost someone, but I was the reason why he was dead.

I went near his dead body, and I saw blood coming out of his head, I had hopes that his blood was hot, but I was wrong, his blood was too cold, it was almost frozen.

As I stood up, I looked at my hands covered with his blood, I lost my cool, and I started crying out like a baby.

"DAMIEEEEEN"

In the end, both of us were unlucky. But I learned the hard way, to never give up on life, but to take action, after one week, I picked up my old pistol, which was given to me when I was a detective, and my journey started that day, to revenge my daughter.

(end chapter)