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Trying To Take My Mask Off

My dream came true but I'm not happy. I became a legend in the entertainment world, and everybody knows me. But I sacrificed too much to stand here. I don't even know myself anymore. If you ask me what my biggest regrets are. It is that I don't know myself anymore, that I don't feel what I used to feel, that I don't know what makes me happy, that I'm now almost like a robot. It would be nice if I could change myself. If I could just turn back the time or go to another world, it doesn't matter what, if I could do it I would. And then I would change myself and search for what I want and become a person again. The girl smiled and said: "I'll give you a change." [Will you take this change and change yourself or will you stay the same? I really hope you'll change and be happy this time.] ---------------------------------------------- A boy who achieved his dream but felt alone met a girl who gave him a second chance. Will he be happy this life? ____________________________________________ THINGS YOU NEED TO KNOW: English is not the language that I speak normally. So, my novel will have a lot of mistakes here and there so be prepared if you are going to read this. But it will be an honor if you will be reading my first novel. You can contact me by my e-mail MightyMiruLin@gmail.com or on instagram MightyMiruLin. Updates on days when I have time. Disclaimer: _Cover art belongs to the rightful owner_ Started: somewhere around April 2021 Ended:

MightyMiruLin · LGBT+
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Extra 4.1_POV Melissa

Hey everyone!

My name is Melissa Kanashira, and I'm currently 15 years old. My birthday is on the date 13 August, and right now it's already October. I still remember how I was complaining that I didn't want school to start, and I still do! I need to study so much, it's not normal how much I need to study, I swear!

Actually, I really like going to school. I have friends there and it's never boring! But let's be honest, who can love school when there something called homework, test, and exams. Oh, I forgot something PE. I hate it! Is it my fault that I can't run as fast as my teacher wants or that I don't have anything called stamina? Okay, maybe it is, but still, I just hate it. I mean some lessons are not that bad, but most of time it is. I feel so ashamed each time we need to do something that I can't do! Do you understand me?

Hmmm… You know there are super handsome boys in my school! I still remember that in my middle school only normal boys were to be seen. I mean they aren't ugly or something, but they aren't the most handsome people and I kind of have high standards so if I find someone handsome and even super handsome they are fine as it can get. Trust me!

Sadly, there isn't any handsome boys in my class. Most of them are in my friend's class. Her name is Lilyann. She is a super nice girl and beautiful too! She deserves the best and I wish her that she'll always be happy. But let's not get off topic, the handsome boys of her class are…Lucius Chronoseus, Erebus Des Luciferon and Narcys Des Belphegores.

Lucius is so kind just like an angel. I can feel his halo even when I'm not close to him. His just, his just, you know? His ink black hair and those amazingly dark blue eyes are so cold and out of the world, but when he gives you a smile everything just light up. The world seems to get brighter. I know that his smile is to be polite, but I can't help but like it.

Erebus is totally the opposite of Lucius. His hair that you could see from miles away and his eyes that you won't see twice in your life is a miracle on itself. I really don't know how their parents came up with those names. Erebus totally doesn't fit him! Personality wise maybe. He is nice to others but keeps a certain distance. It's kind of confusing one moment he is as cold as you can get and on another moment he s the nicest person you know. At least, I can say that he treats his friend extremely well.

Narcys is… I really don't know what to say. He kind of scares me, you know. He is always alone but stands out because of his looks. His black hair looks so soft that I want to touch it, but I'm so scared that I'll lose my hand when I'll try that! His eyes, his eyes are just beautiful. One light brown and one light blue, his eyes just don't seem real. Don't you ever see something and think: This must be fake. That's what I had when I accidentally saw his eyes. His glaring eyes did scare me away, so I never had the chance to compliment him, not that he would have wanted it. But you know, in my eyes it looks like he is searching for something or someone. Or maybe he is waiting, waiting for something to happen. I really don't know, but his back always looks so lonely that even I who is scared of him want to approach him, but I know that he would never appreciate it, so I'll just watch over him.

I'm not a stalker, okay!

This time I'm going to talk not about a handsome boy but the most beautiful girl you'll ever meet. Her name is Lilyann. Like I told you guys, she is my best friends since we were kids. To be precise since we were four. Since then, we were never separated, we were always in the same class until now. At first, I was scared. She was always by my side, so it was weird to imagine that I won't see her when I look around the class. I have other friends and I'll make new friends, but still I can't let her go. But it seems she can. She hangs more out with her and not with me. We see each other, but she only talks with her. I feel lonely and useless. I want it to be like before, but I know that that will never happen. Those times where there were only use two was already shattered the first time she took someone's else hand. You guys can say that I'm obsesses or that it isn't healthy to think like that, but she was my first friend. The firs person I could call MY friend. I never really could make a friend even now I can't. They come and go, only she stayed with me. I just want her to be with me more. Not each second of the day, but just one minute is enough, just one minute to talk and laugh together just like the old times. Where we were alone and our only friend.

I just don't want her to forget me. Not like the rest, I want to grow up with her. I want to be friends for life…

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A/N: I'm not sure if you guys saw it, but this part is only part 1 of the extra chapter. I'm not sure how long the POV of Melissa will be to be honest. I just decided that I wanted to write it, so I wrote it. Melissa is a character that you guys haven't seen yet. As you guys read she is Lilyann's best friend, and you'll find more about the two of them in the extra chapter.

I decided to write this because I wanted to write a POV of someone and I wanted to show you guys how someone thought about everyone. I was conflicted which POV I would write. If I wrote a POV of a character who has a lot of impact on the story, I thought that maybe I'll reveal too much information. Another reason is also because I wanted to show you guys how people thought about them outside their circle. Lilyann could be a good choice, but I still thought that she was too close to them. They are in the same class, so she knows them better than someone outside their class. That is why I chose someone totally unrelated to them for now.

It's a secret but Melissa kind of resembles me. I just wanted to put myself in the story because I just want to be a part of it, and I felt like it. That doesn't mean everything is what I feel or think. We have resemblance but we have a lot of differents too.

So, I hope that with the extras I'm going to write you'll understand everyone better and the new characters that will be coming in the story.

A lot of thanks to WeirdPandaPerson for the Power Stones and the kind comments. And once again I really liked your drawing.

Love from your sweet but tired Author

MightyMiruLin