silence

when he enter in the washroom and say " sorry I am waiting for you outside ". he think that i am not wearing anything but I got change before he came. when I get out side .

he asked me " sorry ! I don't see anything . " with his eyes down and by rubbing his head. this expression make me laugh and I say " you don't see anything because when you enter I already get changed ".and try to control laugh . he said " hey! dont control . you look good when you laugh ".

I get to know that he want to make me calm and I smile back to him to make him feel that I am at ease but my inner feeling make me remember every thing what he had done.

" so, I brought some soup for you ". he say with a smiling face .

" let me eat . I am really hungry ". when I start eating the soup. the sound of cutlery echoing in the room because of the silence between us. I don't know but I am suffocating with this silence so, to break that " did you want to eat " I offer Dylan a sip of soup from my hand and he take it and say " with your hand it's become sweet ". and I give him a smile " really! ". he said " yes. you are to sweet that you make the soup sweet."

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After that , he help me to do study but this time it's different we are not talking about anything except study. and that's how the day end.

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Coming Days,

were like this that he go to college a and his office without me and I stay at home. he came back and help in study, he brought some snacks , dishes for me but he don't tell me . he give them to Nana and ask her to bring them to me. I know that from the first day , he rarely talk to me, and maintain distance from me . At night when I fallen asleep he came in my room silently and sit next to me . he say " I am sorry ". and kiss me at my forehead.

you all are thinking about how I am suppose to know this but when he came inside he always forgot that I don't sleep with light open in room . when I hear his foot steps and I pretend to be asleep and hear all. his words...

This goes until my exam are ended ..

After that,

when I wake up in Dylan's house. I see him sitting next to me