Chapter 38

“And you’re leading up to?” Sean just wanted to get things out in the open. He was quickly tiring of the preamble. He was ready to talk

“You know what I’m leading up to. Us. Me. Josh Tyler wants me to be in one of their movies. Yes, I would have to have sex with another man, maybe other men, but it would just be acting.”

Sean started shaking his head. Part of him wanted to run from the room. He felt if he heard any more, they might be crossing a line from which there would be no turning back. “It’s not the same,” Sean whispered.

“But it is. And the other thing you have to remember is that this is my dream, my ambition. This is a break I thought I would have to work for, and now it’s just landed in my lap—”

“So to speak,” Sean sneered.

“Don’t. You want me to give up my dream for you?”

“If it means some other guys fucking you, then hell yes.”

“Be careful what you’re saying here, Sean.”

“I just don’t think I can do it.”

“Josh said I could make, like, ten grand.”