This Messenger Won't Fall Anymore
A messenger of the gods who keeps falling – how absurd, right? Don't all messengers typically sport majestic wings?" After witnessing something Atlas shouldn't have, he was condemned to an eternal fall. For over a millennium, he was trapped in the same relentless pattern: • Ascend to the zenith → Succumb to the allure of power • Plunge from grace → Meet a grisly end His duty as a divine messenger was both his raison d'être and the perpetual cause of his villainy. Without his celestial wings, he endured ceaseless falls. But now, unburdened, he has become the antithesis of a villain. He's merely cannon fodder, sharing the same fate. However, he's resolute that this time, he'll reach the summit without falling. And even if he should falter, a loyal companion shadows him across worlds, always there to catch him. So, he fell again and again, just for him. He's the only one he would fall for. Arc 01: Modern Era (10 Chapters)✔ Arc 02: High Priest (10 Chapters)✔ Arc 03: Reality Tv (18 Chapters)✔ Arc 04: Actor (13 Chapters)✔ Arc 05: Vampire (17 Chapters)✔ Arc 06: Ger (12 Chapters)✔ Arc 07: Ancient Era (14 Chapters)✔ Arc 08: Mafia (13 Chapters)✔ Dropped, may peek it up later. Warning R18. English is my fourth language. You might mistakes here and there. If you do, let me know and I'll fix them.
5.14 This messenger's lost memories
Atlas looked at Xianyue, his eyes flashing with worry.
"What's wrong?"
He can feel his heart beating fast, like he is unsettled. He knows his husband. Atlas knows that if he were to threaten to leave, he would say something like I'll never leave you, or I'll lock you somewhere. But it would only be to hide his fear.
But Xianyue's fear is deeper, and Atlas is sure that it's from the consciousness of the gatekeeper.
He must've known him before, or at least seen him. Gege shouldn't be that frightened, unless he had feelings for him before.
Obviously, if he had known he wouldn't have pushed it that far. He knows that Xianyue has always struggled, with the idea of no one loving or caring for him.
He thinks that he is unlovable when he is the most lovable person in the worlds. That's also one of the reasons he never got close to Dayou, because he was sure he didn't love him.