To Move On: Why I stayed...

I am the girl and this is my side of the story...


It's a Friday.
So, my friends decided to go out after work. I was not really in the mood to go out. I wanted to stay in bed. I wanted to think of all the possible things that may happen once we see each other again.


That's a bit petty of me, since we have lost contact for almost 6 months now. I thought you'd come back.


But girl, was I  wrong.


We never really dated. You never really pursued me. It was just the confusion that comes along whenever we go out. I wouldn't want to be in that kind of relationship again.
Being friends with your actor crush is already a bonus. I never should have wished to be in a relationship with you. I should have been contented with the friendship that we had.


But it's too late.


So, I went out with my friends. It might help me meet other people and it might help me forget you.


My friend got us a table and told me to stay there while she calls her teammates. I got a bit annoyed, I didn't know I'll be drinking with her colleagues. I thought I'd feel out of place but you know what, I'm here to make friends.


So I stayed.