Her First Love (3)

Alex was still looking at her, he didn't dare interrupt. He could see that her hands was slightly shivering, as she tries to recall what happened that night.

Cefei.

That name again.

Alex couldn't believe that it was really Cefei, who had sent April to his room. But at the same time, he was glad that it was April.

He already love his son, Sky. He adored the little guy's train of thoughts. If it weren't for April, who knew which woman would Cefei send that night?

"And then?" Alex grabbed both of her hands. He was letting her know that it was okay, that he would never get mad at her.

April's hand grew cold, as she continued her story.

"I could've pushed you away. Though your weight was leaning on me, your weren't forceful at all. You could say that, I could've stop it right then. Even though I was weak, I could've still be able to push you away." She sighed. She finally was able to get it off her chest. All this time, It was gnawing inside her heart.

"But you didn't." Alex's lips curled up.

"Yes, I didn't. I don't know what came into me that night. My mind became blank when you kissed me. As the kiss went deeper, My thoughts of rejecting you got fuzzier.

I became selfish that night. I thought that I could justify what I did back then. Though deep inside me knew, it was wrong.

But then, you started undressing me. You started kissing me in places, where I hated the most. Yet, your kisses didn't feel like those other guys before. You made me feel what making love really was, what it felt like to actually enjoy it. Not because of lust or with the help of drugs.

You made love to me for a long time, as many as you could. Until you no longer able to, you fell asleep instantly.

I knew how terrible you would feel like, if you see me in the morning. Even though I was in pain, I left. I didnt have the courage to face you. You were getting married. I didn't want you to feel guilty nor to take responsibility. I didn't want you to pity me. That's also why I didn't tell you, when I had Sky." A torn in her heart was removed, now it was bleeding. April's tears came rushing down. She didn't want to show how weak she was, in front of him. But she could not stop herself. She felt like she was too happy and that she didn't deserved it.

Alex pulled her again into his arms. This time, he finally knew what happened. He believed her, he was somewhat able to connect some of the images in his head. He did only stopped, when he couldn't do it anymore.

"Hush baby, It's alright. I'm not mad at you. I'm actually glad it was you. I'd rather do it with you than some random woman. It wasn't your fault. I was drugged by my friend that night." Alex whispered all this to her ears. All though she looked pretty when she is crying, he still didn't want her to cry.

"But..?" April had gotten Alex's shirt soaked again. She didn't knew that Alex could penetrate her walls so easily.

"Let's end this talk here. I brought you here to have fun, not to cry." Alex kissed her eyes. April was red all over her face.

"Okay." April sniffed and calmed her heart down.

"Go and change to a swimsuit. Let's go to the ocean and have fun. Stop worrying okay? I'll be here from now on." Alex kissed her lips one last time, before heading to his closet. He grabbed his swimming trunks and went to change inside the bathroom.

April took a deep breath. What was going on with her. She had never been this open with anyone before. It felt like she could share everything to Alex. He was too easy going and lovable at the same time.

He accepted her with all her flaws and their son. He didn't asked for anything, but instead took take of them. He was willing to shoulder everything for them, for her.

Is it alright to trust her heart to him? Was it fine to openly love him? What would her family think? What would his family think? And his wife? What would she do, once she learned about what happened to them? All this questions flew into her mind.

Alex was her first love. A love that shouldn't have never existed in the first place.

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Alex decided to take another shower, He actually got turned on when April was recalling their night together. Added that she looked lovely and he knew how delicious she was, it was enough to sent his Jr. to awaken.

He did a quick cold shower and changed. When he got out, April was already changed too. She was wearing a two piece peach colored swimsuit underneath a white simple dress.

She looked like an Angel, he thought. His inner beast was starting to react again. He gulped. What's wrong with him? When did he ever became this wild? He had never been this extremely hungry for a woman's body. Not even his wife.

I mean, they did it a lot. Yes. But, not like what he felt with April. She wasn't even doing anything, yet his body was already reacting.

They needed to get out of this room or else he wouldn't be able to control himself. He knew she was still sore from last night and this morning.

"Come baby, let's head out." Alex extended his right hand.

April smiled and accepted it. She was now fully composed. She decided to worry about everything later. For now, she wanted to enjoy her moment with Alex.

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Alex had brought her to the back. Carolynn was already anchored. They were somewhere in the midst of the Southern part, of the North Sea.

The blue ocean was breathing taking, April thought. The sea was almost endless, it was magnificent. She had never been this close before.

"Do you know how to swim?" Alex looked at April.

April shake her head. Even though she swims on their pool, it was within foot's reach.

Seeing April's responce. One of the crew handed Alex a life jacket, as well as set of keys. All of Carolynn's crew were males. The key was for the Jet ski, it was floating behind the yacht. Alex had told Marco to tow it with them.

"Do we have some Sunscreen?" Alex asked the same crew. He put the keys into his pocket and set the jacket on the chair.

"Yes sir, hold a sec." The crew left to get it and came back very quick.

"Thanks." Alex took the lotion and pulled April to sit.

He helped April removed her dress. She look heavenly on her two piece, he thought. He opened the lotion and rubbed it on her skin.

"I can do it." April tried to grab he lotion from his hand, but he dodge.

"No, let me baby. This is my job." Alex winked at her. April's skin was too white, he didn't want her to get sunburned.

April sat down obediently. She came to a realization that Alex was stubborn. Yet, he was caring and gentle. She was too happy at this moment, she no longer cared about anything.

After putting some lotion on her, he got some on himself too. Alex removed his shirt and shorts, leaving only his swimming trunks.

His abs were shining on the sun. The lotion made it look bright and shiny. April gulped. She turned her head elsewhere.

"Are we riding that?" April looked at the Jet Ski. She had never rode it before.

"Yes." Alex set the lotion down and took the life jacket. He put it on April and made sure it would hold her pretty good.

"Are you ready?" He asked.

"Yes!" April nodded. She wanted to try new things, she was glad that Alex was willing to show this to her.

"Let's go. Don't worry, I'll be here. I won't let you drown." Alex kissed her cheeks as he held her waist. He guided her down the yacht and help her into the Jet Ski.