Deny Reality

"Shit! Damn! Damn! This isn't my blood! Why do I always have to wake up in this state? Fuck you! How long are you going to use me, Masaru!"

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"I'm sorry. But I think I'm starting to like the little girl. Naomi, our relationship has ended since you decided to choose that Korean boy."

Shinsuke buttoned his shirt back. Refusing to have sex with Naomi.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN, SUKE-KUN?"

"Yeah, I think I'm starting to fall in love with her. Watching him sleep peacefully when I get home, makes my heart relieved. Her eyes, hair, nose, lips, small body makes me want to admire her. I really appreciate her, so until now I haven't dared to making love to her. I don't want her to be afraid of me. It's strange, but I feel like I've known her for a long time. When I sleep, it's as if the girl is in one of the memories. We feel like we have a bond from long ago," said Shinsuke while smiling every time Kenkyo thought flashed in his memory.

"Tch! Bullshit! You're not at the age to fall in love that quickly, Suke-kun." Naomi put her clothes back on. Her attempt to lure Shinsuke's lust had failed. "And what did you say? Bond, huh? I'll bet you'll get tired of it in 3 months. And eventually you'll come back looking for me."

Shinsuke pulled the right corner of his lips. Naomi's words are also true. During the change of women, he was never more than 3 months. In the end he will return to Naomi, because for him Naomi is the one who understands him the most.

***

Shinsuke passed the flower shop. He looked out the window for a moment. There was one type of flower that caught his attention.

Lily flower. Kenkyo really likes that flower other than roses. She was as pure and pure as a white paper, without smudge. Well, white and beautiful like Lily. Cursed Shinsuke who mocked his innocence before. He had caught the girl's innocence. He should be

Shinsuke slammed Kenkyo's tiny body onto the bed. He locked Kenkyo's hand movements using his strong hands.

"WHY? WHY SHOULD YOU GIVE HIM YOUR CHANCE, HUH?" Shinsuke snapped right above Kenkyo's face.

"W-what do you mean?"

"Don't act stupid! You betrayed me, brat! You and Yamada often spend the night, don't you? You really are a hypocrite. Willing to be the 'servant' of that bastard boy. What friends? Your friendship is dirty! I'm sick of you!"

Shinsuke shouted back, making Kenkyo turn his face away.

Plaque!!

Shinsuke slapped Kenkyo's left cheek, forcing Kenkyo to look into his face.

"IF YOUR HUSBAND TALKS, SEE HIS EYES, GIRL!"

Kenkyo's eyes glazed over. Her lips trembled with tears and pain. Her heart ached to hear the accusation.

"I-I never betrayed you, Takahashi-sama." Kenkyo's voice trembled. A few tears managed to escape her teary eyes.

"LIAR!! UNTIL WHEN WILL YOU CONTINUE TO FOLLOW ME, HUH?!"

"I-I.... I...."

"You really are disgusting, brat!" Shinsuke released his grip from Kenkyo's wrist. He walked out of the room, leaving Kenkyo curled up on the bed. Kenkyo burst into tears, lamenting his bad luck so far.

***

"I swear to Kami-sama! I've never done that with your wife. She... isn't that lowly!" Yamada held his bleeding nose. His face was also battered by Shinsuke's beating.

Shinsuke's breath roared. His anger swelled, as if it could only be stopped if he took the life of the person in front of him.

He walked closer to Yamada who was still curled up on the floor. They were at Naomi's house at the moment. At first, Yamada just wanted to visit his aunt, Naomi. However, who would have thought that this led him to a sinister figure like the god of death, Shinsuke.

Naomi wasn't home. I don't know what kind of fate brought Shinsuke to be able to track Yamada's whereabouts. No mercy. Shinsuke beat Yamada's small body again.

"Takahashi-sama! I can report you on charges of molestation." Yamada spoke in the midst of his panic. He can't fight. Shinsuke's strength was tens of times stronger than his. What was expected of this thin and underweight young man?

Shinsuke pulled Yamada's collar to stand up. He smashed Yamada's body into the wall.

"And do you know the punishment for people who sleep with someone's wife, huh?"

Yamada's body shook violently. He could feel his bones shaking too.

Shinsuke realized the immense fear that Yamada displayed. He smirked, then released his grip. Yamada's body automatically fell to the ground.

"He will lose his cock, for whoever does that."

***

Shinsuke invites Kenkyo to go to the cafe. He wanted to get over his anxiety as soon as possible. If it is rejected, so be it. After all, he was the one who warned Kenkyo not to fall in love with him. If it's not the first, Shinsuke wants to be the last to have Kenkyo's heart. And again he wanted to try to forget his wife's mistakes. After all, it seems Kenkyo wasn't completely wrong. If only that bastard didn't bother him.

Awkwardness enveloped them. Shinsuke rummaged through the Americano he ordered. Haven't wanted to enjoy it yet. For a moment he saw Kenkyo who was starting to get lost in the pleasure of her favorite hot chocolate. The woman was indeed beautiful, despite all her annoying qualities. Including the obedient nature that Shinsuke finds very annoying. As if Kenkyo thought of Shinsuke only as an employer.

"Suke-kun~~~!" shouted a woman. Suddenly made Kenkyo & Shinsuke turn towards him. Shinsuke's eyes widened when he realized who the owner of the voice that was now disgusting for him was.

Naomi who suddenly came, was now sitting next to Shinsuke. She grabbed Shinsuke's hand which was on the table. She did not consider the existence of Kenkyo at all.

Kenkyo only showed his surprise for a moment, but then he went back to enjoying her hot chocolate. She seemed to know what Shinsuke meant to bring him to this cafe.

She was too stupid to think that Shinsuke was starting to take an interest in him. The events of the previous nights were probably just a joke to the man with the thin mustache. Kenkyo should have known that.

"I am pregnant!" said Naomi who gave Shinsuke and Kenkyo a surprise attack for the second time.

Silence.

Shinsuke took a deep breath, then exhaled. He tries to control his emotions. His hands, which had been clenched into fists, were now limp.

"Then? Why did you tell us?" Shinsuke tried hard to look relaxed. However, he was actually afraid. He was afraid that Kenkyo's view of him would change. Kenkyo really respects himself as a mature and generous figure. However, if it's like this...

"This is your son, Suke-kun!" shrieked Naomi, bringing all eyes to their table.

"How can you be so sure, huh? Do you think I don't know how many guys have dated you? Don't try to trick me, Naomi!"

"I'm telling the truth, Suke-kun. It's really your son." Naomi led Shinsuke's hand to touch her stomach. "It's been 8 weeks. You can definitely feel his presence, right?"

Shinsuke withdrew his hand, quickly. He looked back at Kenkyo who had been looking down. Was he really not bothered by this? Was Shinsuke's position all this time nothing more than a benefactor who picked him up? Shinsuke was really annoyed at Kenkyo's nonchalant attitude.

Looks like Shinsuke needs to test it.

Shinsuke glanced at Kenkyo.

"Okay then. Naomi, you can stay with me until the child is born. After birth we can confirm whether the child is really mine or not."

Bam!!

Kenkyo pounded the table and got up. Her hands were clenched into fists, but he kept her head down. She didn't want to see Shinsuke and Naomi in front of her at all.

Shinsuke could see the girl was desperately hiding her tears. A sweet smile crossed Shinsuke's lips. He even felt relieved if Kenkyo's response was like this. Looks like there's still a chance.

"Sorry! I have an event right now. Thanks for the drinks, Takahashi-sama." Kenkyo looked down at Shinsuke. She took her bag and hurriedly left the cursed place.

Shinsuke smiled back at Kenkyo who was getting further away.

"Sweet. Really sweet my wife," he muttered.

"What are you talking about, Suke-kun?" asked Naomi which broke Shinsuke's fantasy of his wife.

"Why are you still here, huh?!" Shinsuke snapped. He now hates Naomi. Sometimes the woman demands responsibility.

"I've been here all along. And that . . . do you really want me to stay with you?"

"Tch! Just dream about it, Bitch!"

Shinsuke took his coat and walked out.

"Suke-kun! Shinsuke!!"

To be continued ....