Being stubborn
Beau
A couple of hours fly by and I am still in the halls waiting for Ogma and the rest of the healers. Bells left me but Rex was sent. They don't want me alone; they think I will do something out of all my frustration but all I want is to get my baby back. I want the doors to open and I want them to tell me that he is breathing and alive.
I want to be connected to him again and I want everything to go back to the way it was before tonight.
Rex is quiet, I haven't even looked at him but I can tell he is worried about me. I take a couple of deep breaths as I try to control my tears. An alpha is not supposed to cry in front of people and I have shown everyone in the community how weak I am. I have never felt like a good Alpha and no one should fucking expect me to hold my tears right now.