Despite the initial promise of love and joy, Kagome and Sesshomaru's relationship had fallen into a disheartening pattern. Kagome's cycle of longing, betrayal, and reconciliation had become unbearable. For months, Sesshomaru would vanish without warning, leaving Kagome alone to endure the pain of abandonment. As the days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months, Kagome clung to the hope that Sesshomaru's return would bring genuine change. However, her heart shattered repeatedly as she forgave him, only to be left alone once again.
Kagome's emotional strength waned with each passing cycle. The once vibrant and independent woman began to wilt under the weight of Sesshomaru's unreliability. She questioned her worth and wondered if she was destined to be treated as an afterthought. The endless heartbreak took a toll on Kagome's spirit, leaving her isolated and alone.
In a moment of clarity, Kagome realized that she deserved better. She no longer wished to endure the emotional turmoil that came with Sesshomaru's absences and empty promises. With newfound determination, she resolved to end the cycle once and for all. Gathering her belongings, Kagome bid farewell to the life she had built with Sesshomaru.
Tears streamed down her face as she stepped away from the home they once shared. The memories of their shared moments flickered through her mind like a bittersweet montage. Yet, Kagome knew that leaving was the only way to heal and find peace. As she walked away, she vowed never to look back, determined to create a future free from the pain and disappointment of the past.
Kagome stood before the well, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. Her heart ached with a profound longing that threatened to consume her. Yet, in that moment of vulnerability, a shadow flitted across the edge of her vision, unnoticed at first.
Suddenly, a voice cut through the stillness, causing Kagome's head to whip around. "Miko, where do you think you are going?"
Sesshomaru emerged from the shadows, his golden eyes piercing through the darkness. His regal presence commanded attention, and Kagome felt conflicting emotions wash over her.
"I'm leaving, Sesshomaru," Kagome uttered, her voice trembling. "I cannot tolerate your absence any longer. Why must I wait for someone who won't tell me where he is? Goodbye."
With a huff of frustration, Kagome turned and began to walk towards the well. But before she could take another step, Sesshomaru was in front of her, blocking her path.
"Move. Now," she commanded.
Kagome's eyes narrowed in defiance. "Tell me before I lose it. Why are you leaving me alone for months without a word?" she demanded.
Silence answered her question, and Kagome's frustration grew. She tried to push past Sesshomaru, but he gently stopped her.
"Look," he said, holding out a small bead. Kagome took it hesitantly, and the bead began to glow as her fingers closed around it. Suddenly, it transformed into a large mirror, floating in the air between them.
Kagome's heart skipped a beat as she looked into the mirror. It showed a fierce battle between Sesshomaru and a powerful demon named Kirinmaru. Kagome watched in horror as Kirinmaru gained the upper hand, landing a fatal blow that sent Sesshomaru crumpled.
"If this is true, then you're..." Kagome's voice trailed off, her knees buckling beneath her. A single tear rolled down her cheek as she whispered, "Dead."
Sesshomaru nodded solemnly, his eyes holding a mix of sorrow and acceptance. Then, as if made of smoke, he began to disintegrate into tiny particles, swirling and dancing before disappearing completely.
Kagome's eyes shot open, her heart pounding in her chest. She looked to her left and saw Sesshomaru sleeping peacefully. Relief washed over her as she realized it had all been a nightmare.
Slowly, she got up and walked to the well, cupping her hands to drink the cool, refreshing water. As she did, she shook off the lingering sadness and fear the dream had left behind.
Kagome knew it was just a dream, but it felt so real. It reminded her of the fragility of life and the importance of cherishing every moment. And most importantly, it reminded her of her love for Sesshomaru, a love as strong and unwavering as the well before her.
"Kagome..." Sesshomaru uttered her name softly, his deep voice caressing the air like a whisper. He turned his head towards the side of the futon where she usually slumbered, his golden eyes shimmering in the moonlight.
From the kitchen, Kagome heard her name being called, her heart skipping a beat. "Yes!" she answered back, her voice clear and musical. She wiped her hands on her sleepwear and quickly returned to the futon where Sesshomaru lay.
As she approached, the moonlight illuminated his handsome features, his silver hair cascading over his shoulders like a waterfall. His gaze met hers, his eyes holding a deep emotion that caught her breath.
"I'm here," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. A soft smile spread across her lips as she lay beside him, her body fitting perfectly against his.
Sesshomaru's arms wrapped around her like a cocoon, his warmth enveloping her. She nestled her head against his shoulder, feeling his steady heartbeat beneath her ear. The room was silent except for their breathing, a rhythmic melody that filled the air.
Kagome closed her eyes, savoring the moment. The day's stresses melted away as she relaxed in Sesshomaru's embrace. She felt safe, loved, and content in their shared intimate bubble.
As the night wore on, Kagome drifted into a peaceful slumber, and Sesshomaru watched over her, his unwavering gaze a testament to his deep affection. The moonlight bathed them in a soft glow, creating serene beauty.
Over the next few days, Kagome felt increasingly unwell. Her body felt heavy and bloated, and she was constantly tired. She tried to hide her symptoms from Sesshomaru, but it became increasingly difficult. Whenever he wanted to embrace her, she instinctively tried to break free, her discomfort evident. As the nights passed, Kagome found it more challenging to suppress her condition. She also realized that her monthly menstrual cycle was overdue.
Finally, unable to bear it any longer, she approached Sesshomaru with a heavy heart. "Sesshomaru, I need to go home for a few days," she said, her voice weak and her eyes filled with worry and hope.
Sesshomaru paused, his golden eyes studying Kagome's face. "Hn, very well then. This Sesshomaru shall see you out," he replied. Kagome managed a weak smile in response.
With a sense of urgency, Kagome packed a few of her belongings and headed towards the well, Sesshomaru walking beside her in silent companionship. As they reached the well, Kagome turned to face him. She leaned forward and gently kissed his cheek, her touch lingering momentarily. "Thank you," she whispered. Then, with a determined expression, she stepped over the well and disappeared.
Sesshomaru looked at her with surprise, but he didn't say anything. Sesshomaru stood there for a long while, his gaze fixed on where Kagome had vanished. His heart ached with a mix of concern and longing. He knew Kagome's departure was necessary, but it didn't make it any easier. He vowed to himself to protect her, no matter what it took.
As Kagome cautiously stepped into the ancient well, a surge of energy enveloped her, transporting her through a swirling purple dimension. With a gentle thud, she landed in the modern era. The familiar sounds of bustling trains and honking cars reached her ears, starkly contrasting the serenity of the forest she had left behind.
Kagome's eyes widened as she looked up and saw her old shrine standing tall, surrounded by modern buildings. Memories of her childhood flooded her mind, and she couldn't help but smile. She hopped over the well and slid open the door, revealing a dimly lit interior.
"Hmm, it's nighttime," she muttered, her eyes adjusting to the darkness. She walked over to the door leading to her old life, her heart pounding with anticipation. She knocked lightly, and her mother's voice echoed from within.
"Souta, it's dinner time!" she called out, looking towards the stairs. Just as she was about to turn away, she glanced up and saw Kagome standing there. Her gasp of surprise hung in the air.
"Oh, Kagome dear, you're home," she said, a warm smile spreading across her face as she hurried over to hug her daughter. Kagome smiled back, hugging her tightly. "Yes, Mom, I am," she replied, relieved. Her mother welcomed her inside, and Kagome couldn't help but notice how much her younger brother, Souta, had grown.
"Sis!" he exclaimed, running over to hug her. "Hello, Souta," she said, returning his smile.
Everyone gathered in the dining room for dinner, but Kagome's mind was racing. She had so much to tell her mother but didn't know where to begin. After eating and getting ready for bed, Kagome knocked on her mother's bedroom door.
"Mom..." she said, her voice trembling slightly.
"Yes, dear?" her mother responded, looking up from her book.
"I'm scared. I don't know what to do," Kagome confessed, her eyes filling with tears.
"What is it, honey?" her mother asked, concerned.
Kagome took a deep breath and explained everything that had happened to her since she had fallen down the well. She told her about the feudal era, the battles she had fought, and the love she had found.
"And now I think I'm pregnant," Kagome said, barely above a whisper.
Her mother's eyes widened in surprise, but she quickly pulled Kagome into a comforting hug. "Honey, this is a blessing, not something to be scared of," she said softly. "I'll buy you a test in the morning. Now, get some sleep."
Kagome smiled gratefully and left her mother's room, feeling a sense of peace she hadn't felt in a long time.
In The Morning
Kagome and her mother navigated the city's bustling streets, their destination being the local pharmacy. The familiar scent of antiseptic and medicinal herbs wafted through the air as they stepped inside, and Kagome couldn't help but feel a wave of nostalgia wash over her. It had been a while since she had been in a car, and the memories of her life before the well came flooding back. She remembered the old street she used to walk down every day to get to high school and the friends she would meet at the café near the bus stop.
Once they had picked up Kagome's pregnancy test, they returned home. As they drove, Kagome couldn't help but feel uncertain and nervous. She wasn't sure what the test's result would mean for her future.
When they finally arrived home, Kagome took the test and waited anxiously for the results. The minutes ticked by like hours, and her mind raced with thoughts of what a positive result would mean for her life. She had always dreamed of having a family, but she wasn't sure if she was ready for the responsibility of parenthood.
Finally, the timer went off, and Kagome picked up the test, her hands trembling. She turned it over and gasped as her eyes met two distinct lines. She dropped the test in shock, her heart pounding in her chest. She picked it up again to ensure she wasn't seeing things, but the result was the same. Two lines.
Kagome sighed and put her head in her hands, trying to process the news. She knew she had to tell Sesshomaru, but she wasn't sure how he would react. Over the next few days, Kagome hid the test from her mother and brother, knowing they would be just as shocked as she was.
Finally, the day came when Kagome could no longer stay. She bid her mother and brother farewell and jumped over the well, returning to the feudal era. As she climbed out of the well, she noticed the familiar smell of rain, and her heart skipped a beat as she saw Sesshomaru standing in the same spot where she had left him.
"Sesshomaru, please tell me you haven't been standing here for the past couple of days," Kagome asked, trembling.
"And if this Sesshomaru did, what will you do?" Sesshomaru replied, his eyes narrowed.
Kagome sighed and walked towards her hut, shaking her head at Sesshomaru's stubbornness. "Let's go," she said, knowing she had to face whatever the future held with him by her side.
Kagome was torn between her love for Sesshomaru and the secret she carried within her. Every day, she battled with nausea and fatigue, vomiting frequently in the mornings. She kept her distance from Sesshomaru, fearing his sharp eyes would detect the changes in her body.
As the weeks progressed, Sesshomaru's suspicions grew. He noticed Kagome's subtle avoidance and the slight bulge in her belly. She tried to hide it by wearing multiple layers of her kimono, but her efforts were in vain. Her once vibrant appetite shifted, and her cravings became more peculiar.
Kagome's unusual behavior didn't go unnoticed by those around her. Friends and family sensed something amiss but couldn't pinpoint the reason. She became increasingly secretive, going to great lengths to conceal her pregnancy.
Kagome's heart ached with the weight of her secret. She longed to share her joy with Sesshomaru, but fear held her back. She worried he would reject her and their child, shattering her dreams of a future together.
A Couple of Days Later
Kagome sat at the low wooden table, her fingers tracing the delicate patterns etched into the surface. The late afternoon sun streamed through the broad window panes, casting a warm glow over her serene countenance. Her long, dark hair cascaded over her shoulders like a silken waterfall, framing her gentle features. As she rubbed her slightly protruding belly, a soft, contented smile graced her lips. Kagome sat alone, gazing down at her gently swelling belly, almost a month after discovering she was pregnant. Her fingers traced the slight curve tenderly until the sliding door creaked open, startling her. Quickly, she turned, hiding her abdomen from view.
Her beloved Sesshomaru stood in the doorway, his tall, imposing figure casting a shadow across the room.
"Sesshomaru, what brings you here? Shouldn't you be with the Lord of the South?" Kagome asked, her voice laced with a hint of surprise.
"The meeting had finished early," he replied, his deep voice resonating. He walked towards her, his footsteps silent on the wooden floor. As he reached her, he leaned down and gently kissed her cheek.
"Oh," Kagome replied, her voice slightly shaky. Her cheeks flushed with color. She moved to intercept his view of her belly, grabbing her haori and wrapping it protectively around herself.
Sesshomaru's gaze lingered on her for a moment, his golden eyes filled with love and concern. He walked towards the little desk he had set up in the corner of the room, where he typically worked on his scrolls and maps.
She knew he was still unaware of her pregnancy, and she wasn't sure how he would react. The air was filled with unspoken tension as Kagome clutched her haori tightly around her belly.
"Miko, it is hot outside. Why do you insist on wearing your haori?" Sesshomaru inquired, his sharp eyes piercing through her soul.
Kagome shivered, her heart pounding in her chest. "I am cold," she replied, her voice barely above a whisper. "And I will be outside. Good day."
With haste, Kagome gathered her belongings, eager to escape Sesshomaru's scrutiny. But as she turned to leave, his voice halted her.
"Kagome," he called, his tone cold and commanding. Whenever he uttered her name in such a manner, it sent shivers down her spine. A tone that brooked no argument. Whenever he said her name like that, it meant he sensed something was amiss.
Kagome's breath caught as she slowly turned to face him. "Yes...?" she replied, her gaze flickering away from his.
Sesshomaru's eyes narrowed, his suspicion evident. "What are you hiding?" he asked, his voice low and dangerous.
Kagome's heart skipped a beat. She knew she couldn't deceive him but desperately wanted to protect her secret. "Nothing," she replied quickly, her voice betraying her nervousness.
Sesshomaru's gaze intensified, his patience wearing thin. "Tell this Sesshomaru what you are hiding," he pressed again. His voice is unquestionable, and his demeanor is unwavering.
Kagome's resolve crumbled beneath his unwavering stare. "I am hiding nothing!" she exclaimed, her voice laced with desperation. "I am going outside. Good day."
With those words, she hastily left the hut, her mind spinning as she went to the nearby lake. She needed the solitude to calm herself and the baby growing within her. Her footsteps echoed through the forest as she raced toward the nearby lake. As she reached the water's edge, she collapsed on the grass, her body trembling with fear and uncertainty. She needed to mediate to keep herself calm and the baby. A wave of nausea suddenly overcame her, forcing her to pause and lean over, retching into the bushes. She sighed heavily, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. She sighs. She feared that someone, especially Sesshomaru with his keen perception, might already suspect.
Her thoughts were troubled as she settled to meditate by the tranquil lake, the only place she felt a fleeting sense of peace amidst the turmoil of secrecy and uncertainty.