Isaac's memories returning: Part 3

A few hours passed after the authorities took Brian's body, and Isaac had not left a single drop of holy magic in the corpse. It was strange that two powerless people had enough power to massacre hundreds of people on the same day. Both had been dead for hours when they committed this act.

"People are naïve if they think they can find me," Isaac said as he read the newspaper and sipped his coffee. "And their theories are so interesting! Really admirable and wild imagination!"

The government was investigating whether there had ever been a rift in another world where monsters possessed sacred energy. If that was the case, there were probably holy type monsters that could take possession of dead human bodies. Officials decided not to make this matter public. They did, however, announce that there was a flying humanoid monster that royal guards hunted down.

"Haha, a flying humanoid monster!"

They had no choice. If people found out that a monster possessed humans, panic would be inevitable.

Suddenly, the scenery changes and Isaac regains his ability to think. He thinks about everything he has done without feeling remorse.

'Am I really becoming a murderer?' Isaac talks to himself as memories flood his mind. 'That should not happen. I should be neutral, not a monster, villain or hero!'

At least that's what he thinks because even though Isaac knows what he did was wrong, he feels refreshed watching the resurrected people commit murder. The memories of the alternate Isaac flood him, but so do his emotions. As he continues to watch, he feels goosebumps. Suddenly, he realizes that he has landed in a cemetery in front of a poorly preserved grave. Overcome by pain, he screams,

'THIS IS?!?

In the Timestone cemetery, the same creature giving the Holy Kingdom's government a headache sat on the ground and looked at the grave. The granite headstone was for Elizabeth J. Stone, who died a year ago on her seventeenth birthday because she committed suicide.

'Elisabeth...'

After she turned thirteen, she still could not awaken her magic. That's why all her relationships fell apart. Friends stopped being friends and became bullies, classmates became enemies, and a family wished she had never existed.

'I can not believe this...'

For this reason, she could no longer sleep. As much as her parents despised her, they had the responsibility of taking care of her. So they took her to the best psychiatrists. They prescribed her sleeping pills. That was it. After prescribing the medication, her parents ignored the doctor's request to see her weekly to talk to him about her mental health and problems. Instead, her parents only allowed her to come every month when she ran out of sleeping pills.

"Liz..."

Isaac stared at her grave in sorrow. No one came here after the funeral. No one cleaned the grave, and no one brought her flowers. Isaac used magic to remove all the leaves from the grave. Then he created dozens of flowers. Isaac looked at the grave, and his vision became blurred. He began to cry.

"I miss you *sob* so much. " Isaac wiped his tears and teleported away.

He returned to the space where his planet was. At the moment, his realm was empty. He was floating in the void. Isaac then used magic and created the world before Elizabeth's death. He then rewound time to the point where he was in a castle with Elizabeth. Rewinding time was not real. Only the world was real; Elizabeth and Isaac were only an illusion. There were thousands of candles and flowers inside the castle, a beautiful hall, and many beautiful paintings. Isaac distorted it to resemble the most beautiful castle in the human world. A beautiful slow song sounded from the second floor of the castle. Isaac and Elizabeth danced to this song.

'Why does it hurt so much... It hurts so much!'

For the real Isaac, this sight was an ordeal. He could not suppress his emotions as he sobbed his memories. Every beautiful memory he had with her now tormented him immensely. He wanted to die, but he knew he could not. He was a deity, and deities are immortal. No matter how beautiful the memories were, they did not make him happy. It made him realize that he had lost them forever. But he kept tormenting himself anyway because it could not let him go. And then he saw the moment that hurt him the most.

"Isaac... You said...you can do anything for me... right?" Elizabeth blushed. The dance was over, but they were still holding hands. Neither of them wanted to let go of her. Isaac's beautiful golden eyes lit up, and he nodded. For her, he could do anything.

"Yes. Anything," Isaac smiled.

"Take away my first kiss." She closed her eyes. Then she felt Isaac's soft lips.

The real Isaac felt heavy now. His chest ached, and his tears flowed incessantly.

He screamed and shrieked as the world around him burned. He wanted those memories to disappear and for the pain to stop. He wanted revenge.

Once again, Isaac floated into the void. He did not recreate his world. Isaac knew that his desire to see her would recreate the illusion of his memories. He was angry at the world that had betrayed them, at the fate that had punished and separated them.

"Why? Why are humans like this? She did not wake her magic up? So what!!! Being weak means you are nothing? NO! She was just like you!" exclaimed Isaac. "No. To say that she was just like you is an insult to her memory."

Elizabeth meets Isaac two years earlier in this memoir, when she was about 16 years old.

'I see the only difference is the time. Thank you, Dorian, for protecting her.'

Isaac gained the ability to think as originally, forming his astral body. He sensed that something was different in his world. There was another intelligent being now. Isaac was like a newborn emotionally, excited about the beautiful world. He immediately knew how to use magic as a being made of natural energy. But now he could interact with a human! Isaac had grown wings and was flying over the forest.

There he found a lonely girl. Elizabeth was crying as she got lost in the woods. Isaac watched her from the sky. This girl made him curious. In his universe, a human girl broke through eternal sleep.

'I think I know where this is going.'

Isaac gathered all his courage and extinguished his wings. The fall was long, but he was unimpressed. He was excited! But then, suddenly, the girl cried out.

"Kyaaaaa!" She jumped up and turned around.

'Hehe. Some things never change. Hehe.' The original Isaac chuckled in his head.

Memories, feelings, and experiences continued to flood his mind and soul.

As the days passed with Elizabeth's teachings, Isaac became familiar with the common sense of humans. When Elizabeth was in the human world, he entered his dreams and learned from them. Isaac learned how to play any musical instrument; create animals, create castles, mountains, oceans, and many other things. He used his knowledge to help Elizabeth in her studies; he taught her how to dance. Isaac constantly warped the world to fit Elizabeth's fantasies. He wanted to make all her dreams come true.

But in the human world, Elizabeth was not so lucky. No matter how good she became in her studies with Isaac's help, it was never enough. Suffering was the cursed fate of a person with no talent for magic in a world ruled by magic. The girls insulted her, and whenever Elizabeth asked for help from the teachers, they just shook their heads and urged her to ask someone else for help. In their eyes, she had no future, no matter how good her grades were.

"What's your problem, Elizabeth? Just let me bless you! You will be the strongest person on earth!"

"No, I want nothing to change, my dear."

Isaac kept asking for permission to bless her, but she always refused. The world she comes from does not deserve a person blessed by him. Although it made Isaac sad, he never went against her wishes. So instead, he created a perfect world for her where she could always enjoy her life. Isaac did not realize it, but the two soon fell in love.

"It's so beautiful! Isaac, did you do this for me?"

"Hehe. I... I was just experimenting with my world."

Isaac created solid clouds, so Elizabeth had a good view of his world. From there, you could see almost the entire world. Isaac distorted the wind, so it was not as cold as it should be.

Elizabeth began to hide that the girls at school were bullying her because Isaac was having anger issues. Once, when they were eating dinner in the clouds, she noticed that Isaac was looking down on humanity and blaming people for the unfair treatment she was experiencing.

And even though she knew he was right, she always reminded him that there were nice people. She reminded him she was human, too.

"Then WHY do you have to endure such treatment? Why don't you let me give you the power?"

Isaac began to raise his voice. The world around him began to shake. Storm clouds formed.

"Isaac..."

Seeing her sorrowful face, he immediately regretted it. He swore that he would never raise his voice against her again.

There was another reason she rejected his power. She knew that she would most likely lose Isaac if she became happy in the original world. If she attained holy magic, she would no longer receive sleeping pills. Her body would heal naturally and eliminate the pills. Even if she had the power to rule the world, it would mean nothing if she lost Isaac. But she never told him that.

She met with Isaac every day for an entire year. Isaac built a beautiful church where they got married, and the world looked beautiful that day. Isaac filled the world with trillions of flowers. Dragons, phoenixes and other mythical creatures witnessed their happiest day. Later, they danced in the beautiful castle where they had first kissed and gave each other their virginity.

But this happiness did not last long, as the next day, her classmates beat up Elizabeth. These girls were making fun of another comatose classmate who had been in a coma for a few weeks.

'Leviathan? Why does he look so familiar?'

Elizabeth defended him and received a brutal beating for it. Isaac was worried because he had not met her in a long time. But he waited patiently. When she came out of her coma, she took all the pills and drank them all. Maybe now she will stay with him forever.

The moment she entered his world, Isaac hugged her from behind. He told her how much he missed her. She began to cry, cursing the human world and her fate. Isaac was worried, so he checked her memories and became angry. But soon, his anger turned into worry.

"What... Did you do?"

Isaac said as he watched her disappear from his world. He realized that he could have saved her if he had known beforehand that she had committed suicide. He could have prevented the disappearance of her soul, but the moment he found out, it was already too late. Isaac screamed with rage and cursed humanity.

"MORTALS! ALL OF YOU BE DAMNED"

The death of Elizabeth was the beginning of the greatest fall in the heavens. The fall of a god. At that moment, the original Isaac and the alternative Isaac said something unison.

"I am not a monster! Humans are monsters."

The world around him began to crumble. Creatures disappeared, and flowers and trees died. Lightning from thunderclouds struck the ground repeatedly, and crumbled moons became meteorites that destroyed his world.