chapter twelve

I wake up to Jason crying oh ok i baby I got you poor baby as a upset tummy I take him to the hall so he did not wake Lee up I looked up and seen beta Jacob walking out of his room hey buddy he said and Jason started reaching for him Jacob took him and he layed he's head down and goes to sleep wow I thought I take him back and got back to my room and layed him down why couldn't I not get him to stop crying both the babies really like Jacob how can I take them away now I thought I knew soon the alpha would want us gone no one wants a teenager mother around to long so I need to get my babies away before they get their hearts broken I won't let that happen to them although Jacob does seem to have started to care for the babies iam forever thankful for him for for every thing he's done for us. but I don't want to hurt him either shit it might be to late to get away although I have to be honest with myself I don't want to Jacob make me feel things I never have and I won't to stay and figure him out I got to talk to the alpha and see what he has planned I have lunch with the Luna today so I get in the bath afterwards I get the boys fed and in the bath we are dressed and ready to meet with the Luna I started walking towards the office were she said we would have lunch I knocked on the door she pulled it open hey she said with a smile she had a baby in her arms oh that right the just had the baby a few weeks ago come on in she step away so I could go ahead to sit down I sit the boys in the floor with sum toys they played and laughed oh I can't wait for angle to play like that I smiled iam sure it's won't be long before she is she beautiful thanks you has some great looking babies yourself thanks may ask how old you are iam 14 will be 15 next week wow you are young and take such good care of those boys thank you Luna Vicky no problem if you ever need any help or time to yourself just let me know I will and the some for you and the alpha you have help me more than my own pack has they bought lunch in we ate and talk about all kinds of things and laughed a few times I could see us being friends I guess it's just me wishing I could feel like iam wanted and not just being used like I have be my own mother didn't want me so why would anybody else after lunch I picked up the babies I think it's nap time for this little monsters I said yep nap time for this little brat also thanks for lunch Luna Vicky anytime I had a good time me two and I did I thought as I took the boys back to the room I fed them change them and layed them down and looked at them as they feel asleep just in a few months they will be a year old will this war with thire father be over by then no one knows when the will attack I need to keep my ears open so I can plan on how to keep my babies safe and make sure alpha baby is safe the only way is to leave soon Chris and his family will leave This pack alone when he here iam no longer here but I have to figure out how to attack my own pack because no matter where I go he will always try to find me I can't keep running I just pray iam stronger enough for what I got to do.