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Sometimes here and there, there was a place where I could live peacefully. Many times thought came to my mind that I should live in a desert. In such villages where no one knew me, no one would follow me, but it was not possible to wander around, someone from somewhere would join the mysterious life that would destroy all efforts. Now this was the Madam, what was her cycle, God knew that if had been treated badly, I would have done everything according to my pleasure. In other words, Durga Devi had treated me so well that I used to think even while speaking against her; in principle she had forbidden me for this curiosity and told me to get information about this gorilla in the future. Although I did not try to do it, I still had the idea in my heart that as soon as I got the chance, I would go to the old house again and examine this gorilla. He did Durga Devi sense my presence in old house? It was raining that day and my feet were bad in the mud. There was dust in every part of that old house. Footprints of any stranger could be clearly seen in this dust and my seeing these footprints, Durga Devi, rather the cunning Durga Devi, had guessed my presence there. She became curious, who had come here? And for that she would be on the lookout, then she would have seen my feet and shoes and she would have guessed the whole thing. Now, if the old palace is to be visited again, it is imperative that these marks be specially taken care of. I would tie the cloth so that no trace would be found there, but then I myself rejected the idea that by tying the cloth, it would mean that Durga Devi would understand very well that because she had first noticed my presence there. I saw that so now I tried it so I will buy a sandal even if it is small somehow I will fit my foot in it and after that I will go inside so that Durga Devi cannot guess about it. Then I did the same thing and got a big sandal that I didn't modify myself and thus I was ready to go if the opportunity presented itself. It was two o'clock in afternoon. The sun was a bit overpowering today. Afraid of the heat, I opened the window. This window used to open in the side part of this house. A huge tower was built here and there was a great well of water in the highest part of the tower. An iron staircase was built to reach the top of the tower. At that time, all the people were huddled in their places due to the intense heat, but at such a time I saw Madam, dressed in a strange dress going towards the same water tower. I had become so suspicious that I watched her every action with a watchful eye that now I don't know what she is going to do, so even at that time my curiosity reached its limit. I disguised myself in such a way that even if Madam Eyes fell on the window of my residence, she would not know that my face was visible in the window. He was going towards the water tank tower then she started climbing the stairs. The black loose-fitting dress with scarf pleats hanging on both sides, the tower was very high. If Madam had any work, she could order anyone to climb the water tower and do it, but she herself was walking up the stairs with great speed, and I looked at her with wide-eyed surprise had lived. I didn't understand what she wanted to do and another thought came to my mind that maybe she is not trying to commit suicide, what else can it be, in that case that should I do? I should go and stop him from committing suicide, but nothing could be more stupid than that. The first thing is that Madam could not tell me about her heart as a normal type of employee. Why would she have stopped suicide by my words? Then, if I will get involved in any of his problems for no reason, then the next day he will she will forgive me that I am not my way now. I am not fit to live to his place. Even if she is committing suicide, she must have got a personal one of her own. However, eighty-five kinds of thoughts crossed my mind and after a few moments I saw her standing near the water tank on the high tower, still looking around. Then the scene came before my eyes. After seeing it for a while, I closed my eyes and was thinking for half an hour, "Oh God, what a miracle this is." The Madam spread both her hands and suddenly she jumped into space. I guessed that she was going to commit suicide and that after a few moments she would have come down from that high tower and her body would have crumbled, but at that moment my eyes widened in surprise when I saw her both of them. Saw the hands and scarf spreading like wings and then instead of coming down she was seen flying in the air O My God! Are my eyes deceiving me or is my mind depraved I thought to myself but no, my eyes were not deceiving nor was my mind depraved. Madam was flying in the air and as soon as I saw her, she turned into a small black dot and I closed my eyes in amazement, my mind was really leaving me and I was thinking that this world is full of wonders. If all these wonders come to man understanding of home, he might fly away from the limits of humanity. What is the Madam? Now there was no doubt that this is a very big witch or demon. Nothing else is written in my destiny except witches and demons. I thought in my heart but I thought another thing that Madam has not misbehaved with me till date but kept me here with very good behavior why am I thinking about her in this way. I was having conflicting thoughts and I was confused within myself, then suddenly the thought of a gorilla came to my mind. Ignoring this incident, if I tried to get information about the gorilla, I might find something very important. Besides, I also realized that the old no one turns towards house.

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