New school year

Do you sometimes wish that someone would make you feel special?

Wishing for a person who will love you for who you are and will always be with you.

Wishing for a person who will make you feel assured that they love you and that they will trust you as you trust them.

Wishing for a person who will save you from your depression.

It felt like I was in heaven, I was with a girl who was so happy to be with me. My heart pounds like crazy as I see her with me, and she holds my hand softly and hugs me tight

We danced to a beautiful song *Enchanted by Taylor Swift (Taylor's Version)*

It looked like we attended a ball or a party. There were many people, but it felt like it was just the two of us.

I then woke up. My heart is still pounding. Was it a dream? No, it felt real, and I know it. My head hurts, and I probably need water and water on my face. I still feel sleepy.

I washed my face and brushed my teeth, and I prepared my things, and I went down to eat some breakfast.

I still feel a little headache. Maybe it will be gone if I take a bath.

My mother was cooking and my father was getting ready for his work.

"Good morning, mom." she looked at me with a smile

"Good morning too," mom greeted me, but my father just looked at me

"Here, have these and eat slowly, okay?" My mom gave me some pancakes

"Be quick, it's your first day, so you should be ealy," my father said, and he didn't even look at me

"Hon, let the kid have a great day today! This is his first day. " No, mom, this is the first day and the greatest day for me. At least he won't talk to me.

"Dear, you shouldn't let your kid be like that." he was busy reading his papers, but he didn't even look at her.

I ate my breakfast and thanked my mom. I took a bath and got ready.

By the time I was finished, my father was waiting for me in the car.

I was hesitant to ride that car, but my father insisted that I ride it. I had trauma from riding one, yet my father really doesn't care.

He even made me ride in the front

"What are you waiting for?! Hurry up!" he shouts at me with anger

My hand was shaking, and my feet, too, then my mother rushed to me and gave me these blindfolds to cover my eyes.

I then feel a little strength. I ran to the car and went in. I put my blindfold on.

"*takes away the blindfold* Get rid of that! You are gonna be always like this. You will get used to being weak!" I couldn't say anything. I remained silent and looked down.

My father started the car

"Don't look down either!" O then looked up, but I can't

"You really are weak! Read some books or something, just look up!" I did what he said, and we drove off to school.

You are the worst of the worst human being of all!

2 years ago, when I was in 10th grade. I had a car accident. I didn't get to graduate that school year, and I have to repeat the school this year. I don't remember anything. I just woke up on the hospital bed with only memories that are fragmented.

They told me about what happened to me but they didn't tell me how it happened. Apparently, they don't know, either. They don't know how and why I was in a car. One thing is for sure, though: I was with someone. They said that they were in a different hospital and that they were okay.

I had a hard time catching up on my life, and I had to catch up on my studies. I attended summer classes just for this school year.

My mother was worried about me and my father. What you see right now is how he acted when he saw me. He didn't care about me being in a coma. He cared about me being left out on my studies. After I recovered, the doctor said I should take things slow, but after I was discharged from the hospital, he immediately made me learn lessons and everything that I had to learn.

It was hell, and up until now, I am still burning in it.

After a month, I met this girl who hated me. She knew me but I didn't know her. My mother said she was involved in the accident. My family and her family then hated each other, started blaming who was really at fault for the accident.

I never met that girl again, but I wish I can, maybe I can ask her if she knows something. Both families kept it a secret to never tell anyone about the accident.

From that day, we lived our lives normally again.

I have arrived, and my father, same as usual, he just told me to get out, and when I said thanks and love you, he just said it was disgusting and made me close the door. He then leaves, I want to throw this bag at you!

It was the first day of school, and I was told not to make a mess this year. "You have already ruined your 2 years, so don't ruin it this time!".

I wish I could be from him. Why do I have a father like him?

I walked into the room, but no one was there yet, so I could choose a seat perfectly, and I chose the backseat. I'm not very tall, but my height was enough for me to see the board from afar, I think.

I was trained to look at things from afar, so I think I'll be good. I then started reading some books to pass the time. By the time I was finished, there were already many students, and there was a student beside me. The only seat that was available now is the chair in front of me.

It was then I didn't know who would enter the room and would sit right there, in front of me.