Deadly lust

"What do you plan to do with your life?"

"You're stuck."

"Why aren't you married?"

"Find yourself a job."

"You think this is life?"

"Come on, man, open your eyes to reality."

"You're not even good for anything other than sitting at your computer all day".

"You know, from now on don't contact me anymore."

"You scumbag!"

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What is happiness, who decides what happiness is, why does my happiness have to be ruled by someone else?.

You can say my life is garbage, but what gives you the right to do that? I am happy. Am I? .... Am I really?

"Haa, whatever!" Maybe it's because of my guilt feeling after the pleasure, but I got a little sentimental. I closed my eyes, but those voices kept repeating in my head.

"Damn, those guys can't mind their own business," I said to nowhere, complaining out loud. After a while, the moment of guilt and enlightenment ended.

"Today I feel especially fit I'm going to get all this stress out, I'm going to break my record."

That's what I told myself a few hours ago, but for some reason my lust keeps resurfacing after a few seconds of guilt and finding meaning in life.

Whatever, I don't want to think about anything right now. I used my computer to continue what I was doing.

I didn't notice, but I feel a little weird, must be getting sleepy. 'One more and then I sleep.'I

thought as I searched an adult site for one of my favorite Hentai, something to get me back into sage mode.

I searched and finally found a particularly interesting one that covered all my fetishes and started stroking my Shenlong.

"Huehuehuehue.... you will be the one to free me from everything."

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"W-what happened? Where am I? What is this place?"

I remember being in my room, naked, while watching one of the videos that would be added to my favorites list and would be ones of my companion to reach the wise mode from now on.

But suddenly here I am, I couldn't understand anything.

"What is this?.... I know, they colluded with my family to pull this prank on me, right?"

I spoke to nothing, trying to call someone or make sense of the situation, negotiating even when I didn't understand what I was saying myself, perhaps a kind of escapism.

I was in a white room that emitted an aura of purity, I couldn't distinguish the boundaries of the room so it seemed like a place that was very large and even infinite, I don't know if it is or it's just the perspective that confuses me, but I already started to get scared, I didn't know my purpose in this place not to mention that I'm naked.

"God, that's enough! If I learned my lesson, tomorrow I'll try to look for a job, stop it already!"

Flashk!

Suddenly, with a weird sound, a light manifested in front of me and from it emerged a humanoid figure that made me consider the existence of aliens for a moment, but to my relief it was not a being with tentacles but a female figure that emerged.

It was the most beautiful person I had ever seen in my life.

She was a woman with long white hair She had a loose white dress with lots of lace and unique golden designs that made it give off a sacred aura even though the overall design was simple.

But still she could not hide her voluptuous body underneath it, she had a cloth covering her eyes, but it did not make it diminish how beautiful she was already emitting a soft aura that gave off warmth just by being close.

I couldn't describe her as anything but a goddess.

"Welcome. This is my divine realm and you have been chosen to renca..."

"Ohhhhhh!!!"

I know what's going on. This is it, isn't it? That thing everyone dreams of (biased opinion of the protagonist), a reincarnation to another world with a beautiful goddess who gives me powerful abilities, on the condition of saving the world, right? 'My time has come.'

'But how I died', I don't remember,'will it be that instead of coming I went to the afterlife during the last session', well that doesn't matter.

I turned my attention back to the figure who, though I can't see her features, emits an aura of displeasure for interrupting her, but lego softened again and continued with what she was saying.

"Ehem, as I said, you are a human selected to bring peace to this world. I will reincarnate you in that world and you will have the mission to save it."

"Of course I will, Goddess. I will not let you down. You have chosen the right person..... By the way, Goddess, are there elves, dwarves and other half-humans in that world?

"Eh?.... this, they do exist."

She seemed a bit puzzled at my sudden change of subject, but this was something very important.

"So there are nobility and stuff, right?"

"Y-yes."

"So, you can reincarnate me being a noble, right?"

"As your patron goddess, you can choose what to reincarnate as and I can listen to your requests."

"Then don't reincarnate me as a baby. I want to be able to do what I want and I don't want to shit my pants while I have the mind of an adult."

"Your request is reasonable." she said ignoring my way of putting things.

"Wait... if my mother is beautiful, it wouldn't be bad to be breastfed... humm."

"..."

"...mmm...No, forget what I said...I want to be handsome, rich and be a respected noble."

After thinking about it for a bit it's not worth it so I asked for other things.

"Your request is acceptable, but you can no longer demand anything more. I am even putting my karma into your karma so that your requests will be accepted".

I didn't understand what she said, but I accept everything I asked for.

"As a reincarnate, you have three benefits. One of them you already used by asking me how you will be reincarnated the second is that you will receive a blessing from me and lastly an ability of your choice."

"Huehuehue."

As I listened to the goddess, I couldn't help but think of the possibilities of the new world what it would hold for me.

"Huehuehue, harem of beautiful girls, elves, dwarves, beast girls."

I was already thinking seriously about the future. I turned my attention to the Goddess looking at me with a strange face and I couldn't help but fantasize about her. 

She was so beautiful that my corrupted mind immediately created the scene of her and me in a night of passion.

I wondered if she would be something like the final heroine of the game and I could conquer her.

"Huehu...huh?"

When I thought about this, I couldn't get out of my face the laughter that I was always criticised for being disgusting.

But at that moment I had to stop it, I could see the warm smile the Goddess had on her face crack as it transformed into a face of disgust and disappointment.

"Oh no."

I hadn't thought about it, but I think the Goddess can hear and see my thoughts.'Nooooooooo.'

If she could see my thoughts, I'm screwed. I had already defiled her in five different ways with some being worse than the other.

I have to know if my thoughts are like that. 'O goddess, forgive this brain that acted on its own.

''G-Goddess, can you read minds?"

I prayed to all the Gods that she would answer me no.

'Wait!!!, she's God... shit.' Pitifully My fears were realized.

"Tch, this is a failure. Is that Goddess of Fate messing with me? I wasted a chance on this idiot."

"Umm... Goddess." The goddess's holy appearance disappeared and all that was left was a beautiful foul-mouthed girl complaining to someone while stomping on the ground in frustration.

"Damn, I must waste my divine power on this failure. damn rules!"

"Goddess..."

"Tch, you're still here. Get out of my sight, you filthy worm. You are a danger to this world. If it wasn't because I have to follow the rules, I would have purified you with a divine spear up your ass."

'... Shit, I screwed up big time.' Even blindfolded, his whole aura is like he's calling me disgusting in every possible way.

"God..." I wanted to apologize, but before I could do anything, my vision went all white before falling into darkness, and that was my last thought.

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"Goddess, forgive this lowly one!!!"

I hurriedly apologized to the goddess only to realize that I am in an unfamiliar place.

"hey, where am I, what is this place?"

I remember trying to calm the Goddess and apologize, but suddenly I am in this place.

I looked around to understand where I was. It was a luxuriously decorated alcove with many ornaments and furniture that looked expensive.

One thing that stood out was that everything was in a theme where pastel colors were predominant.

At first I was confused, but then I realized that I had been reincarnated as the Goddess had said.

Then the only door of the room opened and a beautiful maid came in, with black hair and red eyes, a peculiar sight that made me realize that I was in another world.

She approached me which made me a little nervous since, if it wasn't for the goddess she would be one of the prettiest girls I saw plus she had a maid outfit a point in favor of my fetishes, the only thing that ruined it was that she looked at me with a stoic face.

"Are you ok my lady what happened?"

even though she asked me those questions her aura expressed no concern as if she was just doing her job, and nothing else.

"Yes I'm fine nothing has happened.... Wait, what did you call me ....?"

I was about to question the maid for the way she called me, but suddenly my mind went into confusion.

"What is it, you need me to bring you something my lady?"

due to me lowering my tone she came closer to me to hear me better.

"... Bleeeegh. "

I had no margin to answer her questions as my mind was filled with many scenes and things I didn't understand.

Everything around me became blurry and I could not concentrate on anything I was dizzy and bewildered and before I knew itI fainted.

I think I saw the beautiful maid covered in a foul substance when I was about to lose consciousness, but it must be my imagination.