Maybe this is the end of everything.

I remember well the days when I felt like a beggar. Now I'm an asshole alone and without love. Do I deserve the pain I feel? Most likely yes. Indeed certain. But when I started loving Sajira I realized that my heart would turn upside down, I understood that I would go crazy ... I can die for love, I can transgress the rules of the world and imposed by society but I can't forget my love. The day is beautiful. The sun exists and is high in the sky but not for me, yet among these old and dusty boxes I find a little refuge and shelter from loneliness even though I feel the only one in the world to be alive. Yes, alive but dead.