This small town had become famous because of Dawning Peak.
But after the affair with the fake Gouchen, in which the weapons of
Jincheng Lake had been completely destroyed, visitors to the town had
dried up. Many of the inns that had provided accommodation for those who
came seeking swords closed down due to the slump in traffic or took up
different business. Nevertheless, the inn with the hot springs stubbornly
survived. Thanks to Nangong-gongzi's grand wedding, many of the guests
coming to Rufeng Sect to attend the reception would settle in Dai City first,
and thus the inn had momentarily returned to its former glory.
Xue Zhengyong swept aside the bamboo curtain and stepped into the
foyer. "Hey, boss. Here to check in!"
"For four?"
Before he could answer, a low voice from behind said, "For five."
Mo Ran had walked quickly to join them in time. Xue Meng was
surprised to see him. "You were done that fast?"
Mo Ran was taken aback. His expression soured, and he thought
angrily, How long does it take for yours to go down? For him, it had been a
simple matter of reciting the mind-purification mantra a few times while
sitting at the tea stall. But no—he knew Xue Meng wasn't talking about that
at all, and he couldn't make a scene, so he nodded quietly.
"You swallowed the melon seeds without even spitting out the shells,
didn't you?"
Mo Ran seethed but had no comeback.
"Honored guests, how many rooms would you like for the five of
you?"
Xue Zhengyong replied, "My wife and I will share one, plus we need
three more of your best suites, so four in total."
Mo Ran was somewhat agitated as he listened to his uncle make
arrangements, though he didn't show it. He'd harbored a secret hope that
the same thing would happen as in the past, where the boss would tell them
that there was no vacancy and they'd have to double up, that way he
could…
Forget it. He knew he wouldn't be able to make a move. But the
thought of staying in the same room alone with Chu Wanning made his
heart burn, unsettled him and thrilled him just a bit. After all, the blood of
carnivorous beasts flowed in his veins.
Luck wasn't on his side today, however. This time, the manager quite
happily answered, "Yes sir, four of our best suites!" He turned and took four
keys from the cabinet, then declared, "Honored guests, second floor, this
way please—"
Mo Ran gave him a deep, silent look, feeling somewhat glum. You
dumbass, he thought, what's with that happy expression over four rooms?
What's there to be happy about! What's so good about making more money!
"Ran-er, why are you gripping the counter like that?"
Mo Ran silently withdrew his hands and forced a faint smile. Cracks
showed on the bottom of the wooden board he had been gripping; had he
used any more force, it would've snapped into pieces. "No reason."
After taking his key from Xue Zhengyong and heading upstairs,
Mo Ran stopped in front of the door assigned to him with some surprise.
When he turned his head, he saw Chu Wanning looking back at him.
"You're staying in that room?"
"Mn… Yeah." Mo Ran hesitated, lashes lowered, then raised his gaze
despite himself and studied Chu Wanning with those bright, black eyes.
"Does Shizun still remember?"
"Remember what?"
Mo Ran pointed at his door. "That time we came to seek weapons,
this was the room Shizun stayed in."
Chu Wanning didn't answer. Mo Ran watched him cautiously. He
couldn't conceal a flicker of hope as he asked tentatively, "Shizun, do you
still remember?"
Chu Wanning thought to himself, How could I not. As he'd climbed
the creaking stairs that had long since fallen into disrepair, thoughts of the
past had filled him with every step. Memories had floated to the surface,
carrying the decaying smell of wood soaked in the passing of ages. He
could almost see the young Mo Ran pushing open the door with an
irreverent and frivolous expression, cracking a smile at him as he did so.
His dimpled grin was light, yet profound with years.
At his long silence, Mo Ran appeared somewhat disappointed, and
lowered his gaze. "Maybe I remembered wrong, mixed it up…"
"You're right."
Mo Ran's head shot up.
Chu Wanning gazed at him, then seemed to smile faintly. "You
weren't mistaken. It was indeed this room."
His words were a spark that ignited the darkness in Mo Ran's eyes,
and the corners of his lips slowly bowed in a sweet smile, as if he'd tasted
some delectable candy. He pointed toward the room Chu Wanning was to
stay in for the night, and in his joy, blurted out unreservedly, "And the room
Shizun is staying in tonight was the one I stayed in last time."
But this only made Chu Wanning embarrassed, and his smile
vanished as he huffed indignantly, "That I don't recall." So saying, he
pushed open the door and went in, leaving Mo Ran in the hall.
Mo Ran blinked after him. What had he done to upset him this time?
He didn't dare go to the baths to soak in the hot springs that night.
Better safe than sorry. Mo Ran felt as though he stood on the precipice of
desire; if he were to catch sight of Chu Wanning looking even the slightest
bit sensual, he wasn't sure he could remain a gentleman, could resist
picking this forbidden cliffside flower. Instead, he lay in bed, arms pillowed
behind his head, horribly bored, and mulled over what had lately passed
between him and Chu Wanning.
Mo Ran knew he wasn't a very smart person, and that Chu Wanning
was like a big white cat. He wanted to treat Chu Wanning well, to take care
of this snow-white kitty. Yet every time he tried to stroke it, he only
managed a couple of pets before the white cat's claws swiped at him like
he'd rubbed its fur the wrong way. He felt it was his fault, but at the same
time, he really didn't know where he was allowed to touch this cat and
where he wasn't. He was like someone who had just started keeping a cat;
all his knowledge was fragmentary, and he could only think to grab that
white cat and lick its fur. And that, in turn, would earn him an angry yowl
and a swipe of the claws.
Mo Ran turned over and blinked, feeling rather depressed. Yet it was
at this very moment that he realized—with the floorplan of this inn, his bed
was pressed right next to the bed of the room next door, separated merely
by a single wooden wall.
The instant this thought surfaced, any chance Mo Ran had of falling
asleep dwindled to practically nothing. He felt his mouth go dry. Had Chu
Wanning taken his bath? Or was he getting ready to? But Mo Ran had
barely heard any movement from the next room… If Chu Wanning didn't
plan to bathe, did that mean he had already lain down? If so, they were in
truth awfully close to each other now, and if it weren't for that thin wooden
board that divided their rooms, they would be lying next to each other…
Lying together. The thought alone made the young man's blood boil,
surging dangerously like a volcano in shallow dormancy, yet to erupt.
Unconsciously, he shifted his body to press firmly against the wall.
A wall made of wood was different from one of brick; after all,
wooden planks could only be two or three fingers thick. Mo Ran thought to
himself, Chu Wanning is lying there, mere inches away from me, stripped of
his clothes, or perhaps only wearing a thin inner robe… He closed his eyes
and swallowed hard. He could feel his heart burning, scorching his entire
body, blazing heat that reached his face, his eyes. His eyes weren't open,
but if they had been, they would've been laced with red, bloodshot.
Ah. He abruptly remembered another fact—one so thrilling his entire
body went taut, his blood rushing south. He had once jerked off on the very
bed that Chu Wanning was now sleeping in.
His memories of years past were so sticky, sinful, and sweet. The
recollection sent tension throughout his body. That year, he remembered, he
had gone to the hot springs and had accidentally tripped, falling into Chu
Wanning's arms. That feverish heat wouldn't fade no matter how he tried,
so he'd given in, rubbing one out with his forehead pressed to the wall,
releasing his desire on his own…
Mo Ran cracked his eyes open a slit, his eyes dark as pitch, yet with
scarlet lava surging beneath. He once again pressed his forehead to the wall.
It felt like his heart would burst. How had he been such a fool? He had
blatantly always felt desire and love, so how…had he not noticed…
He placed one hand on the wall. He did try to restrain himself, but he
really couldn't. When he didn't know he loved Chu Wanning, he could
think of the man and relieve himself without scruple. But now that he'd
fallen in love, he was destined to never obtain that man on the other side of
the wall no matter how hard he wished. Even dreaming it would feel dirty,
like he was defiling Chu Wanning.
Holding back lust by force of will was pure torment for a young body
so full of vigor. The tip of his nose brushed the wall as he pushed his
feverish body against that flimsy surface, his mind a chaotic mess. His eyes
were unfocused, and as passion grew in him, swelling every minute, an
illusion took hold. It seemed as if Chu Wanning's breathing and the faint
fragrance of haitang that clung to his body had permeated the cracks in the
wood's grain, had seeped into Mo Ran's bed, thoroughly enveloping him.
Chu Wanning's scent was enticing him, pitying him. It tempted his
beastly desires while pitying his humanity. It lured him to burn in the
flames of lust, and pitied him for what he wanted but could not have. Lost
in this temptation and pity, Mo Ran's brows drew together in pain and the
hands pressed to the wall tensed, showing sinew and bone. But his ruthless
expression was belied by his pleas, near sobs, as he murmured softly, "Chu
Wanning… Wanning…"
What he didn't know was that on the other side of the wall, Chu
Wanning likewise hadn't dared to go to the hot springs for a bath. Just as
Mo Ran had envisioned, he had already lain down to sleep. And at this
moment, Chu Wanning was also thinking of Mo Ran, yearning for him. He
stroked the cool wooden planks with his long and slender fingers, his
forehead also pressed to this heartless wall.
In the past life, the misunderstandings between the pair had been so
deep that they had lost their way, had been divided by a tremendous abyss.
In this life, they filled that abyss with their blood, turning it into a crimson
sea they could sail to each other's side. Yet because of this barrier, they
could not see the surging tides of one another's passion, and had no choice
but to ride the turbulent, overflowing waves of their own desires.
But they were so close; it was almost as if Mo Ran could hear Chu
Wanning's heartbeat, and Chu Wanning could almost hear Mo Ran's
breathing.
Someone banged on Mo Ran's door.
Startled, Mo Ran shouted irritably, "Who is it?!"
His shout also startled Chu Wanning next door, who instantly realized
that Mo Ran really had been sleeping nestled against the wall, pressed so
close that his deep and hoarse voice seemed to have sounded right next to
his pillow. He unconsciously clenched his fists, silently opening his phoenix
eyes in the darkness.
"It's Xue Meng," came the voice outside. "My mom said she packed
my stuff with yours. Open the door, I want to take a bath."
Eavesdropping was obviously not a good deed, but Chu Wanning
thought: I'm not eavesdropping. It's the planks that are too thin, the
soundproofing of the rooms that's terrible, it's Xue Meng who's too loud.
Either way, it wasn't like he wanted to listen in, Chu Wanning thought as he
wrapped the blanket tighter and shuffled closer to the wall.
Next door, the bed creaked, and after a moment the door opened.
Xue Meng's voice came again. "Eh? You're already in bed? So early?"
"I'm tired." Mo Ran sounded a little strangled. "Get a move on, you
woke me up. Take your clothes and go, go go."
"What's the rush?" Xue Meng paused, then a trace of suspicion
colored his voice. "Locking your door so early and holing up in there. I
barely said two words and you're getting all pissy; don't tell me you
were…"
What? What was he doing?
Chu Wanning's eyes widened, and his mind unconsciously wandered
back to when he'd rubbed against Mo Ran's body at the lotus pond. That
youth possessed an overabundance of vitality and virility, a lethal potency
waiting to strike. As a young man in his early twenties who didn't practice
the abstinence-based cultivation method Chu Wanning did…how much
roiling lava was concealed under that skin? How often would someone like
that have to relieve himself? Chu Wanning didn't know any of that; he had
been abstinent for too long. It wasn't something he understood. Now he
wanted to know, but this curiosity was held back by his haughtiness and his
self-respect. How could someone as proud as he was ask this sort of
question? He couldn't possibly pull a random disciple aside and say, Excuse
me, sorry to trouble you. I want to know how many times a week do men in
their prime need to relieve themselves?
Perish this perverted thought.
Of course, Sisheng Peak's libraries contained books related to
romance and dual cultivation. But every book borrowed required the
borrower to log their name, and Chu Wanning really couldn't imagine the
following words appearing on the logs:
The Legend of the Bedchamber Heroes
Tales from the Sensual Sea
Borrower: Yuheng Elder, Chu Wanning
…Death would be preferable.