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The heart’s battle: A journey through pain and abuse

“How could you ever do that to me?” I wept like a maniac, “You promised that I will always be safe with you. That you will always be the one I would have beside me, no matter how bad the situation gets. That you will never let me down?” But oh my aching heart, his eyes were cold, nowhere in those deep eyes I could see any remorse, nor any pain or guilt of the tragedy he caused me. Only showing how shallow his words have been since the past 6 years. All of that was a lie, all my love was engulfed by a snake, who never really loved me, never! “Answer me?” I demanded “When did I ever cheat on you? When did I ever let you go, when did I stop fighting for us? Was it me who cheated? Was it you who loved me despite that?” “I do not understand a single word you are saying. Trust me, I have never cheated on you. Why would I do so? And who on earth told you it was me who did this?” “Enough with the manipulations Anurag. Enough!” —- Anurag Rahi(name changed due to privacy concerns ), a guy who I met online, 6 years ago and we instantly became best friends, to lovers, and that’s when all the trouble began. This might seem like some ordinary love drama, but is a story based on real events, is my own life story, the events that will be the death of me, about how poisonous people can be, about why it is the best to just let people go, why loneliness is a gift, and a journey towards healing, or my deathbed. I am Megha, and I write this novel as I am at my lowest, to prove how difficult it is to save yourself from being drowned in the sea of depression, and if I could make it out alive. If you are reading this, pray for me. It’s hard to breathe.

Moon_MD · Adolescente
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Forced to go out

It has been weeks since I came here. I miss my family, my place, but I have to be here. Even if every morning was dull without them here, I had to remind myself that I have to do this and get over with this as soon as possible.

On one such completely normal day, I got some time off. free of all the classes, work, and people. This was the perfect time to binge-watch my favorite show. As I was about to do so, my block mate came over. And people coming over to me is never a good sign. With her was here another friend I knew, but these two and I were not exactly friends, so why was she here?

"What is it?"

"Hey, I was just wondering if you are free tomorrow? We were planning on a movie."

"Yeah, you should go, it's good to head out sometimes," I replied with a feeling of uneasiness.

"We wanted you to come along."

NO! I do not want to head out of my comfort zone, it's a terrible idea. But how do I refuse them? So I blurted out the first thing I could think of.

"Sorry, I have assignments to do."

"We will help you complete the assignments." They pleaded.

Argh! Those puppy dog eyes.

"Please come with us." They insisted again "It will be fun."

"I'll ask my mom and tell you the next morning."

Their eyes instantly lit up. This sympathetic behavior is going to ruin me someday. But I did not want to go, I could just download the movies and watch them while resting in my comfort zone.

I called my mom and told her about all this. Well, she said what I expected,

"Go out, It will be fun. Also, you should go out more often than stay in. Go out, explore the city, spend time with your friends, make new friends, and have fun, my dear. You will miss us less with that, stop being lonely."

I agreed, hesitantly.

The next day, the three of us girls went over to the theater. On our way there, we spoke, and they seemed quite likable. We reached and booked our seats. Just then, one of them received a call and by her speaking, I could understand that someone else was joining us too. There were two guys, and one girl among those two was already committed, my relationship status was still unknown to people, nor that I planned on revealing it to others.

Holy crap! I am not here for matchmaking at all. Someone save me!